Title:Lips.of.an.Angel [GAY]
Author(s): Master baka_chan MBC

CAST:
Yunho: Hot-ass
Jaejoong: Babe-ass
Junsu: The Thing
Yoochun: The shit
Changmin: The nobody

"22 ways to know he's Mr. Right." Yunho read out loud.

1. He takes interest in your hobbies and pastimes

2. He has pride in his appearance

3. He give thoughtful gifts and inventive.

.................

"What are you doing?" Changmin pulled away the newspaper from Yunho's hand.

"It's nothing--" Yunho stammer before snatching it back.

"Mr. Right?" Changmin raised a brow. "What the heck is this crap?"

"It's a magazine--you didn't need to understand." Yunho pouted.

"If he loves you, you don't need any requirements." Changmin stated. Which is only true--RIGHT?? Right?? [Sometimes,]

"Well, this is a start out." Yunho smiled and continued on reading. "9. He flosses--wth, which guy doesn’t?!"

"I don’t know, bums?"

"Gah, that's nasty." Yunho shake body and then focus back on the magazine.

"I think you're over doing things Yunho," Changmin looked into his book. "It's a weird confession how he says it. Plus if he doesn't even want to do things with you--do you even think he likes you?"

"He likes me," Yunho smiled. "Only I like him more."

"They say to date someone that likes you more than you like them."

"That makes sense; Jaejoong understood that I love him so much." Gosh this must be the stupidest person Changmin has encountered.

"I'm sure you're blinded by the one-sided love..." Changmin shook his head and walked away.

--

"Hii," Yunho greeted Jaejoong first thing when Jaejoong walked out of his class.

"Wassup," Jaejoong gave that whatever look to him.

"Do you want to do anything this evening?"

"I don’t know." Jaejoong yawned.

"What's your favorite thing to do?"

"Sleep," Jaejoong answered boredly.

"Okay, let's go sleep!" Yunho said pulling Jaejoong towards his car.

"Ey! What are you doing?!" Jaejoong jerk his hand away.

"Let's go to my dorm, I'm taking interest in your hobby."

"Huh? What are you talking about?" Jaejoong dumbfounded followed Yunho into the car.

--

"Aren't you going to lay down?" Yunho asked. He was lying down on the bed on his side with his elbow supporting his upper body weight.

"Ah......." Jaejoong stared at Yunho clueless and hesitantly walked to the bed. "What are we doing?"

"We're doing your hobby." Yunho answered. "You said sleeping is your hobby."

“We, not at this time--” Jaejoong turned to Yunho. “What are you ‘taking interest’ in my hobbies for?”

“Hm?” Yunho stared back at Jaejoong. “I just felt like it.” Yunho smiled and leaned in closer towards Jaejoong. “Do you want to take ‘interest’ in my hobbies?” Yunho leaned in more with a smirk.

“No thanks,” Jaejoong pushed Yunho’s face from his and laugh. He was ready to get up from the bed but Yunho grabbed him back down by the waist. “Yah, let go of me.”

“I’m just doing my hobby.” Yunho breathe in the scent of Jaejoong’s hair. Cucumber melon. Jaejoong tried to wiggle out of Yunho’s embrace but fail. “Your hair smells nice.”

“That’s good.” Jaejoong said as he turns around to meet Yunho’s gaze.

“It’s turning me on.” Yunho teased and Jaejoong blushed. Jaejoong avoided eye contacts and immediately push Yunho’s chest away from him.

“Let go of me now.” Jaejoong pushed Yunho as hard as he possibly can.

“Can we kiss?” Yunho asked. Jaejoong looked back at him.

“I don’t know.” Jaejoong said nervously.

“Do you like me?”

“I suppose so.” Jaejoong answered. Not that satisfying to Yunho.

“I like you.” Yunho said. Jaejoong laughed childishly.

“Okay,” Jaejoong fall into Yunho’s arms and snuggle closer. “Let’s sleep.”

“Okay,” Yunho smiled and pull Jaejoong closer towards him. Jaejoong didn’t mean to really sleep, but at last, he fell asleep anyways. Yunho stared at his beautiful boyfriend for 2 hours and just running his hands through Jaejoong’s hair and face. Jaejoong shift gently coming closer to Yunho’s embrace.

“Hey,” Yunho greet Jaejoong with a smile when Jaejoong’s eyes opened.

“A-ah--” Jaejoong moved back. “Sorry I fell asleep.”

“It’s fine,” Yunho gently lay his lips on Jaejoong’s forehead. “Let’s go get something to eat.” Jaejoong blushed and sat up after Yunho stood up and stretched. “What would you like?”

“I don’t know anything should be fine.”

“That’s hard for me,” Yunho pouted. Jaejoong threw a pillow at him.

“Stop being a baby.”

“But I’m your baby.”

“Right….” Jaejoong felt goose bumps at the cheesy words. “Don’t say that, it’s scary.”

“Why is it?” Yunho looked back at Jaejoong with sad eyes.

“B-because—I don’t call people baby.” Jaejoong said. “I just refer to them by their names.”

“Can we have nicknames at least?”

“No,” Jaejoong stood up and stretch. “That’s not really… um what I like.”

“You’re no fun, Jae.”

“I didn’t tell you to date me for fun.” Jaejoong retorted.

“I’m just kidding—geez, take a joke once in a while.” Yunho rubbed Jaejoong’s arm. “Let’s go to Carl’s Jr.”

“Why? Mc Donalds better.” Jaejoong said while moving away from Yunho and taking a mental note that he should keep his guards up because Yunho has been touching him a lot lately.

**

Changmin said LOVE doesn’t need a ‘right’ atmosphere. But I think he’s wrong. It has to be in the right mood, time, and environment. I mean, I wouldn’t confess to Jae if we were in a shitty smelly barn house full of pigs and cow poo. Not like anyone will right? I mean, if any of you guys or gals does, yo, you outta luck.

Changmin was trying to convince me into Jae not liking me. I mean what the heck? Of course he does. He asked me out. That’s the bomb right there.

“No Yunho, I know he doesn’t.” Changmin said. “Okay, how many times did you two kiss during the past month?”

“Why do you care?”

“You know I over heard this conversation with Heechul and Siwon. Concerning Jaejoong and you.” Changmin said. “I was so shocked!”

“What DOESN’T shock you?” I said dully.

“That was mean. Anyways, I heard Jaejoong doesn’t really want to come in contact with you so he decided to have after school tutoring cancel.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, he doesn’t like you much.” Changmin said. “Will, you’re hard to convince. Never mind. Go with your flow and get dump.”

What is Changmin saying? Now he tells me that this is not love. Why? Was it because Jaejoong confessed in the cafeteria? But what the heck? The cafeteria wasn’t that bad. Just that it sucks because it wasn’t a romantic place to be eating. So now Jaejoong’s canceling tutoring? I’m his student. WHAT?!

“Jaejoong,” I smiled.

“What??” he stress his reply.

“Why did you cancel tutoring?”

“Because I see you everywhere! I can tutor you without that program.” Jaejoong replied. RIGHT! That’s right! Smart! This is why I love him. Stupid Changmin putting ideas in my mind.

“Oh, well you think a lot about me.”

“You wish I do.” Jaejoong grumble. “You just invade my thoughts.”

“You’re always in my thoughts.” I smiled sheepishly at him. “In and out, black and white. You’re everywhere.”

“That’s creepy.” Jaejoong shivered.

“It is?” I moved closer to him and he moved back. Why is he doing this? He’s not this shy is he? I remember him cuddling with others before. Or was it just that Changmin was right all along?

“Yes,” He answered and stood up. Something’s not right. Why is he so afraid of me? The relationship isn’t even moving fast!

“Jaejoong, I was wondering if,” I asked with a slight pause.

“No we can’t kiss.” He said.

“Um, can we hold hands?” I asked. “We’re a couple. Why are you afraid? The whole school knows.”

“I don’t like holding hands.” Jaejoong answered. See, I think I doubt this relationship as well.

“Okay, fine. Can we have see you later huggies?”

“Are you sexually requiring contacts all the time?” Jaejoong asked. Well, I kind of when I like you so damn much and I want to touch you and you’re denying all that!

“What’s the point of a relationship when you don’t want to see the other person or touching them—worst do anything with them?”

“Don’t I do all that with you? What else do you want?” he said slightly annoyed.

“You think you do all that? You really think so.” I snorted. “You don’t like me don’t you?”

“Why do you always ask that same lame question?”

“Why don’t you ever answer that lame question?”

“You know what, I’m leaving.” Jaejoong attempt to leave. I grabbed his arm and stopped him.

“You’re always running away.” I said as I pinned him against the wall. “Why?”

“Move back, you’re too close.” Jaejoong pushed me.

“I’m a guy Jaejoong. I want it. Don’t you get it?”

“S-so?” Jaejoong began to stutter. This is bad. Am I scary to him?

“Sorry Jaejoong.” I back off and pulled him into a hug. This wouldn’t speed up the relationship—it will just break us apart. Stupid me. “I’m sorry, just forget what I said.”

--

“I like you, and I don’t care!” Junsu shouted. Yoochun froze there not knowing what to do. What else can he do? “Do you hear me? I said I don’t care!”

“Ah, well,” Yoochun took a deep breath before talking again. “I have this chick I’m interested in. You wouldn’t come to my mind at this point.”

“So? I can still like you.” Junsu fold his arms.

“Okay,” Yoochun raised a brow. “You really want to see me with another girl?”

“It’s not that I really want to see it—it’s just that you want to do it.”

“Quit making me feel so guilty!”

“What?! I’m just saying the truth!”

“Well, don’t say it then?”

--

TBC???
sooooo sorry for late updates...good news is, im catching up. RIght? RIITE??!!!

I Stay In Love

rate: NC-17?
Genre:Romance

“Aiyo! It’s raining!” Changmin pouted. “Hey you want a ride home?”

“It’s okay, Yunho said he was going to pick me up.”

“Sure?”

“Yes,” Jaejoong smiled and wave to Changmin.

“Hello? Can I speak with Yunho please?”

‘Sorry, Yunho not in his office at the moment.’

“Can I leave a message?”

‘Yes,’

“Please tell Yunho to pick me up at Mavis College. I’m Kim Jaejoong and I’ll be waiting for him.”

‘Oh! Yunho’s spouse!’ the woman chuckled. ‘I’ll make sure I tell him.’

“Thank you, good bye.” Jaejoong sat under the covered front of his school. People start going home. Late class people starts coming and there was still no signs of Yunho. It was already 7 PM. 4 hours passed.

.

“Yunho-sshi,” the woman called. “Why are you still here? I left you a note on your desk. Your spouse called for you to pick him up at Mavis College this evening.” The woman said.

“Oh that, I saw it. I didn’t have time. Can you please call back and tell him to go home? I might take a while here too.” Yunho just walked away.

“What? Y-you--” She sighed and seat there. “How am I supposed to know his number?” She left the desk and grabbed her bag. The phone ring again and she went to pick it up. “Hello? This is EK,”

“Ah, may I speak with Yunho?”

“Ah, Yunho’s spouse? He said he’s not available at the time.”

“Oh—thank you.” Jaejoong hand up and sighed. The rain was still pouring endlessly. “Thank goodness I have spare changes from lunch.” Jaejoong ran to the closest convenience store to buy an umbrella.

.

.

“It’s still raining?” Yunho grunted and turned his car out of the parking lot. “Is he still there?” Yunho thought for a few seconds and made a left turn. He drove to Mavis College and looked around. There was no one.

“Of course he wouldn’t be here anymore.” Yunho shook his head and headed back home.

Jaejoong came out from the convenience store and started walking down the street to the subway stations. “This will be a long night.” Jaejoong said to himself.

“Hey!”

Jaejoong turned around and looked. Park Yoochun.

“Jaejoong-sshi, are you going home?” Yoochun dashed towards Jaejoong.

“Y-yeah,” Jaejoong smiled and nodded his head.

“It’s raining, let me take you.”

“No!—um… no it’s fine.”

“Come on, it’s late. What are you doing wondering around like this?” Yoochun grabbed Jaejoong’s arm and pulled him towards his car.

“No! Yoochun-sshi!” Jaejoong refused and pulled the other way. The police car stopped in front of them.

“Is there a problem here? Do you know him?” the police asked Jaejoong. Yoochun and Jaejoong stared at each other and then he hesitantly smiles.

“N-nothing, me and my friend just—playing around. Ahaha,” Jaejoong scratch his head. “We’re about to go home now.” Jaejoong bowed. The policemen left and Jaejoong got inside the car with Yoochun.

“What did you think I was going to do?” Yoochun chuckled. “I promise I’m just going to take you home.”

“I just didn’t want to bother you,” Jaejoong answered. And some other things too.

“Oh, you’re not at all.” Yoochun laughed awkwardly. Jaejoong found it funny. He has a funny laugh.

“You can drop me off by Heaven’s Door.” Jaejoong said. “You know where that shop is don’t you?”

“Yeah, of course!” Yoochun laugh again. “Why? You leave near there?”

“Ah, yes,” Jaejoong answered. If you call 70 minutes near. And I am not about to tell him where I live.

“Say, you know I asked you out last week,” Yoochun said. “Are you available?”

“No, I’m sorry. I’m really busy.” Jaejoong answered.

“Owh~ then next time I guess.” Yoochun smiled.

When they arrived there, Jaejoong thanked Yoochun and left. Yoochun smiled and made a U turn and left. And Yunho’s car come pass. “Yunho?” Jaejoong looked at the car. He just got home too huh? Jaejoong sighed and keep walking until he reached the house.

Jaejoong took the stairs slowly up. He was so tire. Everything was tiring. I’ll skip dinner if he doesn’t want dinner. Jaejoong took out his keys and open the door.

“Sorry I’m late,” Jaejoong said. “Did you want dinner?”

Yunho didn’t reply but just left the living room and walk to the bedroom. Jaejoong sighed. “I guess that’s a no.” Jaejoong mumbles to himself and took his shoes off. He walked to the room to grab a boxer and an oversize white t-shirt. He walked to the bathroom and took a shower.

When Jaejoong came back, Yunho already fell asleep on his other half of the bed. There was a big stuff caterpillar in the middle of the bed. Jaejoong smiled and leaned over Yunho and kissed his forehead. “I love you,” Jaejoong mouthed and walked back to his side of the bed and lay next to Yunho.

.

.

“You said your friend works at my spouse’s company?” Jaejoong said. It was the third day Jaejoong have known him and he has been hanging out with Changmin quite a lot.

“Yeah, his dad does too! His dad’s Mr. Choi, Yunho’s father’s personal assistant. And Siwon works as Yunho’s assistance.”

“Oh,” Jaejoong smiled. “That’s nice to know.”

“Siwon always brings stories about his work place to tell me every night.” Changmin smiled. “They’re always so overly exaggerating—I think he lies about them.”

“Really?”

“Yeah! Like the one that Yunho has a girlfriend in there and they stick like leeches! I think he’s lying because you’re Yunho’s spouse! You’re too cute, Yunho wouldn’t do that would he?”

--

“Yunho?”

Yunho walked into the house and place his phone on the coffee table.

“How was your day?” Jaejoong smiled. Yunho glanced at him once before yawning. “Can I ask you a question?”

“I’m tire.” Yunho said and turned on the TV.

“Yunho, do you want me to put on a warm bath for you?”

“No, I can do that myself.”

“Do you want dinner? I made kimchi--”

“No, I ate before I came.”

Jaejoong took a deep breath before the jealousy overrides him. He didn’t want to say it was Yunho’s girlfriend. Because if he ever did, Jaejoong wished he was wrong. “Is it with your company? Was it with your friends?”

Yunho’s gaze met Jaejoong’s nervous orbs. “You don’t need to know who I see.”

“Oh—well I was just thinking, if--”

“If what Jaejoong?” Yunho spoke in between Jaejoong’s words.

“I-I heard you have a girlfriend in your company--” Please, let me be wrong. Yell at me, tell me I’m thinking too much. Tell me I shouldn’t believe other people.

“I’ve always did.”

“Why are you doing this? You’re married--”

“I met her before I married you.” Yunho said. “And I was with her before I was stuck here.” Yunho turned his attention to the TV. “Does that answer your curiosity. So stop asking me, I told you before, we do whatever in our lives and you don’t have to tell me what you do and I don’t have to tell you what I do.”

“You mean—you’re allowing date… outside of our relationship?” Jaejoong’s weak voice strained as the words came out.

“You’re allowed too.” Yunho said. Jaejoong shook his head in disbelieve. “For now on, you don’t have to leave little lame notes behind because I don’t even touch them. And please, it will be helpful if you don’t show up at my workplace with those embarrassing bento. I don’t like those. I told you. I hate them.”

“I’ll make sure I don’t—“

“And stop sticking your nose up my business; it’s very disturbing to know someone’s always watching my back when I don’t like that person.”

Jaejoong felt like someone has grabbed his heart, squeezed it and has stomp on it. He hesitantly moved back to the kitchen and clears the table before walking himself to the guest room and locking himself up. The authorities of Yunho’s words kill him slowly and slowly inside every time. It made him lost his appetite.

Jaejoong buried his face in his knees and cried. He bites his own hands from crying out loud. He’ll love you; he’ll love you some day too. Jaejoong tells himself everyday.
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A/N: lol, its not totally all horrible...later. lol.

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Like a Plague

Pairing: YunJae

WARNED: Foul Language

Summary: They always say, there is a thin line between love and hate. The incline society of two extremities of two high school students starts to emerge. Jung Yunho is known and fear for his cold-hearted attitude. Kim Jaejoong a perfect student. Just perfect for school material.

He tells me I’m ugly, but I love him.

1.

Cold hearted suppose to mean having no feelings for the needs of other. And that is what exactly this boy is. No one knew why he’s this way. He was just born, born a Lucifer. He’d give anyone the chill even if he’s behind cold metal bars. Be aware if you’re ever his target. Jung Yunho. No one dare to disrespect him. And no one dare to confront him. And last but not least, no one, NONE ever dare to avoid him.

His may be consist of ten thousand wrath of bubble gums, burning charcoals, guns, canons, and other weird crap people says. Once he sees you, there is no escape. That bubble gum is going to stick to you. Burn you in the charcoal. Hold you at freeze with his guns and canons.

Oh all that must just be people bluffing. No one can be that scary. And if you believe so, meet the untouchables. Jung Yunho and his gang.

“Hey, Yunho,” Yoochun called his best friend, who seemed to be in a little daze but seems like he’s in deep meat-eating thoughts. “Yunho,” Yoochun nudged his friend’s side.

“What?” Yunho turned his attention to Yoochun. His eyes stray from a feminine figure from across the field.

“Nothing, you keep staring.” Yoochun smirked. Yunho’s face’s expression didn’t change.

“You know that man across the field.” Yunho pointed over. Yoochun, Siwon, and Changmin all looked. “He looks gay.”

“And what about that?” They all said. It’s a mystery sometimes when Yunho says things out of nowhere.

“Nothing,” he replies to his friends. They all looked at him puzzle. They all look at the figure again then back at Yunho.

“He’s the teacher’s pet, Kim Jaejoong.” Changmin said. “Sits right in front of you in chemistry.”

“Heh, really?”

“We’re all juniors.” Yoochun shrugs his shoulder. “You seriously haven’t heard of him?”

“No,” Yunho closed his eyes and lay back down on the grass. “Not really interested.”

Jung Yunho and his friends were sitting on the patio. Saw motion plays everyday. His friends playing cards and Jung Yunho the less active in card games just sits and stare. For real, Jung Yunho was card Master and he’d beat them all at any game. He needn’t play with them to interfere. So he was known for being less active because he was too good. Facility, that’s what he got.

When his eyes were caught on something stunning, he smirked. His friends weren’t paying much attention. Neither did the ‘stunning’ or his friend notice that foxy look on Yunho’s face. Yunho swing his backpack back and, THUD. The bag drop.

“I’m sorry,” Jaejoong bowed. He didn’t mean to. He didn’t mean to do that at all. But it wasn’t his fault was it? Jung Yunho hit him. Why the heck is he apologizing? The gang stopped playing cards and all look at Jaejoong and Junsu. “I-I didn’t see---you—um—your bag in the air--” his face flush from fright and embarrassment.

“They seriously need another side of school for nerds.” Yoochun commented and rubbed his temples gently. Kim Junsu stared back and glared. “What? Feel hurt?” Yoochun smirked and started laughing.

“Aww, how sad,” Siwon pouted.

Jaejoong and Junsu stood their holding their breath.

“Pick it up.” Yunho lazily said as his eyes were closed and he was laying elbow style on the grass. Jaejoong’s hands trembles as they reach down to pick up the bag. Jaejoong and Junsu bowed a couple times before racing away.

“Fucking idiots.” Siwon scoffed.

“It’s funny,” Yoochun said. “Everyone got that same expression when they look at us.”

“Heh,” Yunho lay back down on the grass and closed his eyes.

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No rainbows. There was just a shower outside the old building called, ‘school’. Dark clouds, wet grounds and cold air. But there was no rainbow. Then it started to rain again. Kim Jaejoong, he walked into the rain holding an umbrella and his book bag. He’s not really a nerd, nor was he really fashionable. He’s just a boy in his school. Just like everyone else, but he’s so school material. Just like every other boy, but he was pretty. Very pretty that some envies his features.

Jaejoong walked pass the crowd and into the shelter. He shakes the rain off his umbrella. “Watch it hypocrite.” Jaejoong was splashing the rain on to a certain someone.

“Sorry, did I get you?” Jaejoong turned to look. The person stood there with a cold look despite the weather having to do anything with it. It was Jung Yunho. Of course no one expects anything good from this guy. He’s the shut caller. He says shut up and everyone better shut the hell up for their own good.

“Whachu think?” Jung Yunho glared back with his head high in the air. Jung Yunho is the cool type of person. He’s known for the cold-hearted mysterious aura. Fashionable, yes. Friends, yes. Fame, yes. Facility, yes. He can belong in the F4 or something. He doesn’t usually talk when he doesn’t know the person. But this was not the first time Jaejoong bump into trouble.

“I’m sorry,” Jaejoong took a step forward and was about to wipe the water off the other’s jacket. Yunho moved back and warned Jaejoong not to touch him by an intense stare.

“You think sorry is going to cut it.” He made it sound more like a statement than a question. Even if it were a question, it’d be rhetorical anyways.

“Excuse me?” Jaejoong stared at Jung Yunho unbelievably. “I said I was sorry.”

Jung Yunho chuckled. It’s not that simple—he wasn’t really laughing but demoniacally warning Jaejoong that he just snapped the last straw. Jaejoong shut his eyes immediately when he felt the sticky substance on his face. Jung Yunho has spit on his face.

“Bitch,” Yunho said before walking away deep into the rain. He’s getting his ass wet anyways. Why the hell did he have to pick on Jaejoong? No reason. This is how the system works. Prejudicial was common. Jaejoong’s hand rises up to wipe the spit off his face. He started crying. This was the first time, the very first time Jung Yunho actually did something out of the ten times they see each other in the hall. Never once did he had someone spit on his face.

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I Stay In Love

Forever story

Prologue: http://masterjaeuknow.livejournal.com/18492.html

Chapter 1:

“All I’ll ever need is her.” Yunho confirmed. “Trust me Siwon. I know what I need.”

“No, no,” Siwon wiggles his pointer. “You want to be with her. You didn’t need to be with her. You didn’t want to marry Kim Jaejoong. But you need to marry Kim Jaejoong.”

“I do NOT need to marry that rich brat Siwon! Why’s that you and Kibum has to go against me?!” Yunho raised his voice. “Do you know how old he is?! He’s goddamn 17! SEVENTEEN!”

“It’s alright; he’ll grow older in years.” Siwon comfort his best buddy. “You know that it’s really his choice. I’ll advice you something. If you fail in making him like you this date, you can convince him to end the marriage.”

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A little café down the main square, a young pulchritudinous man awaits for his date. In a fine suit and nicely polished leather lugs, he peers out the wide pane in front of him.     

“Hello,” a younger boy walks up to him. “I’m Kim Jaejoong, nice to meet you.”

“Take a seat,” the older man spoke. His voice was low and husky. Jaejoong bowed before taking his seat across the man. Jaejoong gaze around the area, Jung Yunho knows how to choose fine environments. A little table just for two out in the opening of the big glass wall where one is able to see the beautiful scene of the shopping center.

“Did you wait long?” Jaejoong politely asked with a generous smile. That was the first time Jung Yunho looked at him, and he, was beautiful beyond words. Those round eyes had glitter. His raven tresses hang freely around his facial region and tracing his long neck down to his shoulders. His lips were like promiscuously hot red. 

“You took your time,” Yunho replied plainly avoiding eye contacts. Strange enough, Yunho finds he should be a little more cautious. Jaejoong found this very odd how Yunho would indirectly insult him. But he pushed that aside, assuming Yunho probably didn’t mean harm.

“Sorry,” Jaejoong apologized. “Well, shall we order?” he opens the menu and fixes his eyes on menu. “It’s early, I’ll get a cappuccino. What would you like?”

“Coffee would be fine,” Yunho replied. Jaejoong find it rather interesting how Yunho is and to Yunho vice versa.

“One cappuccino and coffee please,” Jaejoong says as the waiter takes the order. “Thank you,” as he left, Jaejoong intend to ask more questions. He wants to know all about this man. “So, what do you think about this café?”

“Very formal,” Yunho answered.

“I think it’s very calm. It gives the feeling of relaxation, don’t you think?” Jaejoong chuckled. Yunho looked at him again. “It endures intelligence of the designer, very placating.”

“Intelligence is the knife to key dominant.” Jung Yunho says relaxing his back on the furniture. “It’s only standard to give special attention to customers.”

“You’re quite poetic, Mr. Jung.” Jaejoong smiled. “I can tell you love to read don’t you?”

“It becomes a hobby if you begin reading before grade school.”

“Ah,” Jaejoong smiled some more. “So have you heard of ‘Of Mice and Men’? It’s really worth reading. Really thin book, but that never lowers the quality.”

“John Steinbeck, his are quite interesting.”

A while the waiter arrives with their orders. Jaejoong never did stop talking. He’s a boy with words growing in his mouth by the matter of seconds. Blunt, some says.

“You can back out now,” Yunho said out of the blue when Jaejoong was drinking. Jaejoong looked up at him, surprised and confused. “You didn’t have to marry me,”

“I-I’m fine with it,” Jaejoong answered shyly. Yunho looked away from Jaejoong.

“How old are you?”

“S-seventeen,” Jaejoong hesitantly says. “I’ll be eighteen soon and graduating,”

“Do you know how old I am?” Yunho asked. He’s quite interested in why in the world is this boy; Kim Jaejoong is welling to marry some stranger his parents befriend with.

“T-twenty five, 8 years apart.” Jaejoong answered, afraid of what Yunho was going to ask next.

“Are you aware of anything around you? Or do you just always listen to orders? Don’t you ever think for yourself?”

“What do you mean?” Jaejoong was even more confused.

“Date marriages are common in Korea,” Yunho stated. “If you don’t like the person, you can step out.”

“I don’t have any problems with the date,” Jaejoong almost laugh. Silly him, he shouldn’t. Jung Yunho here in front of him is talking dead serious. “Is there a problem with this with you?”

“Have you ever fall in love. Kim Jaejoong?”

“Did I ever… fall in love?” Jaejoong repeated the question. Asking himself and answering Yunho at the same time. “Of course,”

“Then you should never let it go.”

And that may be the biggest mistake Jung Yunho had ever given in an advice to Kim Jaejoong that day. Because,

“I’ve fallen in love with you.”

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.

A month later, everything seemed unstoppable. Yunho’s love lost her job. A big threat from his father. To compromise with his father, Yunho agreed to marry Kim Jaejoong. To make it short, Yunho went through hell marrying a lad of an 8 years difference.

“You’re beautiful Jaejoong-ah,” his mother kissed his forehead. “It’s so soon, you grew up so fast. It seems like yesterday when you were still crawling.” Her tears gentle fall upon her cheeks.

“Mom, I’m still that child,” Jaejoong wiped his mother’s tears. “I’ll always be him,”

“Jaejoong-yah, they are waiting for you,”

“I’ll be right there,”

Standing on the podium, the priest witnesses the vows of the two men, making a commitment.

“Do you, Jung Yunho take this man, as your husband for millions years to come, lifetime to come?”

“I….do,”

“Do you, Kim Jaejoong take this man, as your husband for millions years to come, lifetime to come?”

“I do,”

And so the crowd cheers. Jung Yunho placed his lips lightly on top of Kim Jaejoong’s.

And on their first night,

“Want to watch some cool movies?” Jaejoong asked his husband. “We should stay all night doing something together.”

“I’m tire,” Yunho answered.

“Then we should go to sleep all night?” Jaejoong chuckled. Yunho only stare back at him. What is wrong with this boy?

“Suit yourself,” Yunho turned off his table lamp and grabbed a pillow and slept on the small couch in the room.

“Yah, you’ll be cramp tomorrow if you sleep there,” Jaejoong said with concern. “Please sleep on the bed.”

Yunho never answered. Jaejoong sighed and slept alone on the cold bed. It was even colder to think that it was their OWN apartment all by themselves.

The next morning, Yunho work up, Jaejoong was not in bed. He was up making breakfast. “Good morning Yunho,” Jaejoong turned around with a smile. Always warm and comforting. “I made breakfast,”

“I’m off to work,” Yunho said and the split second—he was gone like the wind. Jaejoong frowned and sat on the lonely table all alone.

.

.

Yunho’s eyes didn’t peel off Jaejoong’s pink and red outfit. It was a long sweater with a wide shoulder cut that reveals all his pale shoulder blade. The color blood red drains down to pink at the bottom of the sweater. Jaejoong’s probably wearing a boxer under the long thin knitted appealing sweater.

“If you’re going to wear that, don’t sleep here.” Yunho said it as dreadful as he can. He cannot allow Jaejoong to wear that to bed. It’s for his own safety—and Jaejoong’s.

Jaejoong was shock at the hurtful words. But the box said it was from him and it has little instructions on them. Jaejoong opened his mouth to say something but quickly closed his mouth. He embarrassedly looked down on what he was wearing. He was sure it didn’t look too skimpy or so. He thought it looked good. Many people told him his blushing cheeks contrast well with red and pink.

“O-okay….” Jaejoong mumbled and grabbed his blanket to the other side of the bed. He fixed it on his place nicely before walking away feeling like an idiot. He then grabbed a different plain white shirt from the drawers. He headed for the bathroom to change.

“Don’t ever wear that again.” Yunho said before Jaejoong slowly shut the bathroom door. Jaejoong wore a little frown on his face. He looked in the mirror once more and frowned even more. Was he stupid or something? Trying to be cute when the person wouldn’t appreciate it. The gift was given from Yunho’s mother, said to be given from Yunho. How stupid can Jaejoong be to not know that Yunho will never give him anything?

Jaejoong was going to wear it because it said on the note to wear it to bed. And it said all those nice romantic words. Jaejoong’s hope rose a little, he’d admit. A little chill ran down Jaejoong’s body before he quickly changes into the white t-shirt. When Jaejoong walked out of the bathroom, he didn’t feel like sleeping so he walked to the living room and turned on the TV.

Many love shows were on that night. Jaejoong had to cry because he felt stupid. He was watching a sentimental show when his mind was running around some other place. He fell asleep on the couch. And it’s okay. This wasn’t the first time he has fallen asleep there. It happens almost always 5 times a week that he doesn’t sleep in the bedroom.

--

Jaejoong took a look at the sweater. Then he frowned. He didn’t want to throw it away because it was from Yunho’s mom, the real giver. He’ll just hang it in the closet forever. Jaejoong put on a black t-shirt with fancy prints and black faded skinny jeans. He turned on the kitchen lights and begins thinking about what he’s going to cook for breakfast. Well, not like Yunho was going to eat but he still made it for two anyways.  

There is a list of Yunho’s favorites on the fridge from his mother. No matter how many of those top 20 foods Yunho loves the most back then Jaejoong made, Yunho never taste them. Jaejoong frowned at the thought and then he decided about lunch for Yunho. This was the 20^th bento Jaejoong bought for the month he swears. Yunho always lost them, which he wants to believe when he knew the truth was Yunho threw them away somewhere.

Jaejoong finished setting the table when Yunho came out from the bathroom. Yunho picked up the newspaper on the table and left the house. Jaejoong didn’t get any chance to say good morning to his spouse or even look at him with a smile in the spring morning. Jaejoong decided to call Yunho’s phone to say good morning and have a nice day like he usually does. But when he called, he heard a familiar ring tone beating on the coffee table in the living room.

Jaejoong frowned and bit his lips. He swears Yunho left his phone the 3 time this week and it’s just Wednesday, meaning he did everyday on this week. Jaejoong looked at the bento on the counter and had an idea came to his mind. He should take the phone and the bento to Yunho.

Jaejoong walked outside the chilly spring air and suck in the fresh air of spring. Jaejoong smiled at the sunshine and took his bike and starts pedaling.

“Hello Yunho,” the counter lady bowed.

“Good Morning Yunho.” The other followed and Yunho just smiled and nodded.

“Yunho, this is an abrupt meeting this afternoon,” Mr. Choi said handing Yunho a package. “It’s about the stocks.”

“Thank you.” Yunho took the package. “What’s this?”

“Love,” Mr. Choi joked. “No, it’s just the tape of the reconstructed palace in Pusan.”

“Hm,” Yunho smiled. “Why not a CD?”

“I don’t know, I didn’t tape it.”

“Haha, it’s okay.”

“How’s your spouse?”

“Don’t know.” Yunho replied before pressing the elevator button up.

After a few minutes Yunho got inside the elevator, Jaejoong arrived in the company.

“How can I help you?” the lady on the counter desk asked Jaejoong how is wondering around.

“Oh, I’d like to see your boss.” Jaejoong smiled.

“Sorry, do you have an appointment?”

“We need appointments?” Jaejoong said with a rose eyebrow. “I mean—no I didn’t know ma’m. But I need to give this to but I need to give this to Yunho.” Jaejoong smiled sweetly. “I’m his spouse. He forgot his phone and his lunch.”

The ladies squeal. Jaejoong was the cutest thing they ever seen that morning.

“Oh I didn’t know his spouse is this adorable.” The ladies murmur among each other.

“If you’re his spouse, then that should be fine.” The lady said and Jaejoong nodded.

“Oh wait, I forgot to lock my bike!” Jaejoong pout and put the lunch and phone on the counter. “I’ll be right back.”

Ding

The Elevator opened again and Yunho came back out. “I forgot to give you this.” Yunho hand to the lady in front. “It’s a list of calls that I need you to make for me that I didn’t list yesterday.”

“Okay,” she smiled. “Mr. Jung, your phone and lunch,” she said pointing to the counter top where Jaejoong left it. Yunho frowned and picked up his phone.

“Thank you,”

“It’s your spouse; he said he’ll be right back.” Yunho smiled and turned around. “Mr. Jung? Your lunch.” Yunho sighed and turned back around. He took the bento and walked to the front and tosses the bento away. He walked back to counter and ignore the lady and walked back to the elevator. The lady’s eyes were wide opened in shock.

Jaejoong was standing there by the rotating doors. He saw everything, when Yunho came back and when Yunho smiled. He thought that was a very beautiful smile. Then he saw Yunho hesitating to leave and picking up the bento and tossing it in the trash bin. Jaejoong made eye contact with the lady on the counter and she was about to say something but Jaejoong just smiled and turned back.

“Hi,” a man waved his hands in front of Jaejoong’s face. “My name’s Shim Changmin!”

“Hello,” Jaejoong smiled and shifting on the bench.

“I just saw you in there!” Changmin smiled brightly—“And did you know I go to the same college as you?!”

“Really?” Jaejoong smiled weakly.

“You said your spouse is in there?” Changmin smiled. “I mean—I didn’t mean to stalk but I was sitting there when you came in and I just thought I knew you. Um—my friend works in there! He’s Choi Siwon!”

“Okay,” Jaejoong chuckled. This guy is really funny, the way he expresses words. “It’s fine.”

“Why did he throw your lunch away?” Changmin asked. Jaejoong hesitated to answer and was feeling very uncomfortable. Changmin pursed his lips and think harder to clear up the stupid mess he came up with. “Well, I’d like his lunch if he doesn’t want it!”

“R-really?” Jaejoong’s face brightened up.

“Yeah,” Changmin smiled.

“Okay, you go to our school right?”

“Mavis College.” Changmin signatures.

“Yeah,”

--

“I saw you threw that bento away.” Mr. Choi said to Yunho after the meeting. It was lunch time. “Someone took there time in the morning to do it. You know you come to work pretty darn early.”

“I didn’t like the food.” Yunho said. “I told the person I didn’t like them.”

“At least pretend to take it.”

“Hello Mr. Choi.” Ah Mee sat beside Yunho. Mr. Choi just nodded his head. “Yunho, I got you some kimbap.” She opened the little bento she made for Yunho. Yunho thanked her and smiled. She cutely moved closer. Mr. Choi was very annoyed and stood up.

“I have to go and have lunch with my wife.” Mr. Choi purposely indicates to make a point for Yunho and walked away. “I’m sure the other bento has hell of a lot of kimbap too.” Ah Mee looked at them both clueless.

“Did you like it?” she asked.

“Yeah,”

And Mr. Choi was right. The bento does have them. It was something that they told Jaejoong that Yunho loves the most. Jaejoong took his time to cook it and it was now on the bottom of one of those silver metal trash can in the company.

--

I Stay In Love

Forever story

“I’m not going to stop seeing her, dad, no matter what you say, I don’t care! You can tell me what I want and you can tell me what I don’t want to want but I don’t care! I love her!” Yunho shouted— “We love each other!”

“Yunho, you listen—you are not going to marry this trash!”

“She’s not that! She’s a person dad!”

“I call her whatever I want!” His dad cut his words. Yunho was in so much shock that he couldn’t utter another word. “You’re not going to see her again!”

“Mr. Jung, we--” the woman’s voice trembled.

“You shut up!” Mr. Jung screamed. “You’re fired,”

“Dad….” Yunho shut his eyes.

“You still have a lot of time Yunho, this is not the only woman! If this is the woman you want, you ought to marry a decent man!”

“No dad,” Yunho said boldly and walked out. “No,” he shook his head with his tears streaming down his face. He took his lover’s hand and left. Mr. Jung dropped on the couch and massaged his temples.

“HoJin,” Mrs. Jung soothingly rubbed her husband’s arm. “It’s going to be okay,”

“I don’t know what’s going on with that son….” Mr. Jung shut his eyes tight. “He’s been too spoiled…. We should’ve never let him have choices of his own….”

“Hojin…..no….” Mrs. Jung soothes his husband. “You just love him too much. Sometimes they don’t realize.”

--

“I’ll never do that, you know that right?” Yunho embraced his lover tightly in his arms.

“Maybe he’s right,” the woman smiled to Yunho. “We’re too young after all.”

“No, he’s just—I don’t know.” Yunho sighed. “I’ll never go through to him. You know, my parents they were marriage by force…. I’ll be the same if I don’t change my own path.”

“Yunho, you know you didn’t have to do that.” She turned to Yunho and smiled. “Things will work out somehow.”

“I really hope so.” Yunho smiled. “I love you…”

“You know I love you too,” She turned to Yunho.

“I know,”

--

“Yunho, you’re 23, you’re not stupid either,” Yoochun said. “Who said you have a choice to begin with?”

“I love her Kibum. What’s wrong? Dad introduced us—he made us meet. And now we’re in love, I don’t need someone to tell me what I want to need…. What’s good for me? Like you said, I’m not stupid—that’s why I’m fighting.”

 “You don’t understand Yunho.” Kibum shook his head. “You know your life is tie with everyone around you. You can marry her and live away…. Have that what you called the ‘normal’ life with your lover. But you know what? When your dad’s time comes, he’s gone. And you are the one to pick up the inheritance. But if you don’t, then the whole Jung generation will fall apart. Jinhye will follow you, he’d think it’s right to do wrong. Or worst, he’ll be stuck to be where you’re supposed to be.”

 “You’re saying that I am wrong,” Yunho stated. “Kibum--”

“I’m not saying that anyone’s wrong. I’m just telling you. You love your family isn’t it? And you love Ah Mee, and you love where you are now. You have everything—but you decided to let everything go. You may be able to leave everything and everyone behind, but what about everyone that you left? How are they adapting to this situation? Your father, your mother, JingHye, and possibly me?”

Yunho became silent. He never thought about others feelings. He knew his own, but he can never know other’s feelings. “I’ll do all that, just to be with her….”

“Will she do all that to just be with you?”

“She has no one but me.”

“Then you can have her stay with you--”

“No, she’ll not be taking any insult from my family—she does not deserve any of this.”

“It’s not about deserving. If that’s the case then perhaps, does everyone else deserve all this because you deserve what you want?” Kibum said. “You can say you deserve better but you don’t know that others think so too? If I ever said those pitiful words, Yunho, I believe I deserved better than this. I deserved to be out there like everyone else who thinks I’m perfect, envy someone. Because I am so great, I don’t even have a place to turn to. What I do, and what I don’t do, I envy every bum. I wish I’d just go and sit on the streets with no one bothering me. I deserve to go to a cathouse without being posted in the news about me being discovered there. I deserve a hole to bury my shame.”  

Kibum sighed. “Think about it Yunho.”

--

“Where are you?” Yunho said, frowning.

“I’m by the market,”

“I’ll come get you.” Yunho said. “I miss you a lot.”

“Haha, I’ll see you across Main St.”

When Ah Mee dashed away to the meeting place, Yunho was standing out of his car waiting there first. Both hearts understood their own feelings. They know they love each other and nothing will end their love. With faith, they would never doubt last love. The young woman in the blue T ran stopped at the crosswalk.

Yunho was there already waving at him. He could only smile and wave back at his lover. What will become of them someday? All he knew was he’s going to stand by her side. Be with her. Love her. And never let her feel the slightest pain. She stopped in front of him smiling. Her smile was beautiful. So beautiful.

--

For two years, Yunho and Ah Mee never parted. Ah Mee remained at the company working. Yunho has threatened his father that he’ll run away if Ah Mee doesn’t stay. But that didn’t stop his father’s promise with his best friend.

“I’ve decided,” Mr. Jung said. “Yunho’s 25, let’s make an arrangement to get him engage.”

“Shouldn’t we talk about this to Yunho first?” Mrs. Jung inquired.

“We’ll talk to him when we get there.”

“That will be little time.” She said softly.

“Our son deserves a shinny life.” Mr. Jung said. “He needs someone to love him and take care of him.” 

“Hojin, what makes you think Ah Mee couldn’t become our daughter-in-law?” she asked, curious.

“It’s not that.” He spoke. “She’s not suitable for Yunho. Only that—we already had an engagement for him. Do you not remember?” He took out a photo album. He flipped a couple of pages to a picture of two pregnant ladies and a younger lady beside them.

“Go Ara?” She smiled and gentle brush her fingers over the photo. “Kibum’s mother. And Hanuel.”

“Yes,” he put on his glasses. “Do you remember when Yunho was 8, and Hanuel and Jihoon had us over?”

“Yes,” she smiled at the memories. “Haneul-ah was pregnant. The doctors said she was having a girl. We made a promise for their help--” he eyes suddenly enlarge.

“2 years ago I met their daughter.” He sighed. “And his father still remembers the promise.”

“Goodness,” she held his hand. “What did we do? Have we ever thought of Yunho’s feelings?”

“No,” “He was naïve, he should’ve waited until he was older.” he answered bitterly. “Only that time, Yunho didn’t understand and he said he’ll marry Hanuel-nuna’s stomach.” They both laugh. Then Hojin suddenly frowns.

“What’s wrong Hun?”

“Only, when Haneul’s daughter was born—did they figured he was a male—not a female. The photo was wrong because his legs were closed during the time they had her check for the gender.”

“Oh my goodness,” she breathe. “That means she was not a daughter then?” she said quietly and he only nodded his head.

“But he was still beautiful.” He took out a photo of Haneul’s son. “Kim Jaejoong,”

“Wha, his mother’s features never failed him.” She chuckled lightly. “He’s a beautiful boy.”

“Should we make an arrangement?” Hojin asked again.

“Yes,” Ruixi smiled. “I think Yunho will like him. The looks does count you know.”

“Then I guess I don’t know what you’re married into.” He joked and she nudged him softly.

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.

“Yunho, son do you remember Aunt Haneul?” His mother comb her hands throw Yunho’s hair.

“Yes,” He answered. “What is it mom?”

“Did you remember we engaged you to her stomach?”

“Yes,”

“Well, we made arrangements.” She spoke softly. “Is that okay with you?”

“Mom,” Yunho sat up from laying his head on his mother’s lap. “What did dad and you do?”

“We made arrangements for marriage.” She said. “You’ll have to meet him one of these days.”

“I’m not going to meet--” Yunho said and hesitated. Did his mother just say it was a him? “He’s a guy?”

“Yes,” she answered. “There was a mistake in the photos because it was not readable.”

“Neither way, I’d refuse to see her—him.” Yunho protested. “Mom, I love Ah Mee. You know that. I’m not going to marry anyone but her. If not her, then in this lifetime, no one else.”

“Yunho, please make this easy for me…. At least your father.” She pleads. “You know your father’s old. He’s has many heart failure symptoms.”

“Mom,” Yunho looked away from his mother’s eyes. He’ll drown if he ever looks into her eyes. But he did when she gentle turned him to face her. “I can’t,”

“Yunho-ah, I’m sorry,”

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Title: Hot and Cold

Genre: Romance

Warning: Kiss and make up

Length: One shot

Summary: Jaejoong gets really girly when Yunho messes with him. And Jaejoong gets really hot when Yunho’s cold.

Author: Masterjaeuknow, AKA Masterbaka_chan

“Yunho has a nicer body now.” Junsu commented as they were looking at their new photo shots.

“Mines still look better,” Jaejoong joked-halfhearted of course.

“No yours isn’t,” Yunho popped out from the kitchen.

“Oh really, then why don’t you point out my so called no better than yours body’s flaws.” Jaejoong mucked back.

“Well, your muscles are too big, you’re too skinny and lately, your chest is too big,” Yunho tapped Jaejoong’s shoulder. “Shoulder very wide—and…..

“And what?” Junsu and Jaejoong both waited.

“And….”

“And what Yunho?” Jaejoong said impatiently.

“Your face looks too feminine to have all that.”

“Excuse me?” Jaejoong rolled his eyes. “Since when was face part of the body down there?”

“Since good bodies looks like bad bodies.” Yunho smirked and flicked Jaejoong’s forehead. “Oh, and did I tell you, your forehead looks kind of big for your head.”

“You must be as brainless as your flat forehead then.” Jaejoong snickered. “Seriously, your stomach just got flatter and theirs really nothing to it. Your legs are too long, your chest heaves too high and your head is seriously too big. Deform freak.”

“Well, your skin is too pale you might disappear in the white walls in your bedroom.” Yunho bickered back. “Stupid Alien.”

“My walls are blue,” Jaejoong snorted. “You probably need a new glass because you look like you’re not opening your eyes.”

“You need a new mouth, very disturbing.” Yunho bickered back.

“Well, you might as well get knew earphones because I am the main vocalist because your voice has to suck a lot.”

“Really? I guess someone needs to record themselves and listen to it carefully.” Yunho sarcastically said. Junsu shook his head and took all the photo shots and joined Yoochun in the bedroom because he knew this will never come to an end. When YunJae fights, they can go endlessly….. He was right, an hour pass and they were still assaulting each other forever.

“Guys--” Changmin came in trying to stop them. “Jaejoong, you shouldn’t say that, apologize at least.” Supposedly Jaejoong was pissed off because Yunho offended him somehow in the long argument and Jaejoong has offended Yunho somehow.

“I am not talking to him!” Jaejoong threw himself on the left sofa.

“Changmin, you tell him I’m not talking to him either!”

“Well, tell him I don’t even want to talk to him ever again!” Jaejoong said.

“Tell him, if he ever talks to me again he’s going to get it!”

“Tell him, I’m not going to get it!”

“Tell him--”

“SHUT UP!” Changmin ran out of the living room. 

YunJae glared at each other and each walked away to their rooms. Jaejoong took out his phone and started texting.

-I hate you.-

-oh, so now you want to talk.-

- dis doesn’t count as talking cause ‘m textin -

-right-

-ur slow, I hate u-

-ur so fast, slow down b4 u break down-

-shut up-

-r u crying? U baby-

-not! u wish-

-cry bby, cry bby, wah, wah , wah-

-uknow wat? Don’t text me bak, I hate u-

Ddddddddddddddddd………….and that was the end. Jaejoong wouldn’t text back. Yunho sent a couple of ‘hello?’ and ‘hey, dead yet?’ but Jaejoong just doesn’t answer. Yunho sighed and shut his phone.

“YunJae needs to get a hold of themselves! Too much love fights!” Yoochun said with sarcasm in the word love.

“Please, I see worse than you, all you do is stay in this lame room.” Junsu shuffle the photos.

“They are hot and cold, up and down, in and out, black and white, left and right.” Changmin rest on the bed.

“I don’t know, let them make up, they are probably just playing around.”

Well, with that, everyone leaves it as it is. But then there was forever so long. Yunho never talked to Jaejoong. A Jaejoong act like Yunho doesn’t even exist. YooMinSu was getting very worried about the awkward YunJae. Maybe Yunho was getting too serious with Jaejoong’s assaults. Jaejoong is maybe much too overacting with Yunho’s words.

“Yunho, we need to talk.” Yoochun told the leader.

“Okay, is there a problem?”

“Yes,” Yoochun said.

“All ears on you.”

“Hey, you know, I don’t know how to start with this but—you know….. You might be taking Jaejoong too seriously.”

“What?”

“Yeah, you know, Jaejoong’s always like that—he flirts and jokes a lot. He’s never going to be too serious if you would’ve laughed it off.”

“Wait—you want me to go and make things right when he started it.”

“Well, I guess so--”

“I’m supposed to apologize now?” Yunho rolled his eyes.

“Well, you know how stubborn Jaejoong is—you break up—now you need to make up.”

--

“Jaejoong you know how Yunho is,” Junsu cooed. “He’s always up tight and serious. If you say something to him, he expects it to be true.”

“Well, he should learn to take jokes.”

“Come on Jaejoong,” Junsu whined. “You don’t even say something upright to him before. I bet if you ever did, he’d laugh because he thought it was one of your lame jokes.”

“Oh, so now I’m supposedly a joker and then make lame jokes.”

“That’s not what I am saying—I mean it is, but it’s not the point.” Junsu sighed. “If he ever laughs at something you say and rub it off when you were serious, you’d be like a girl on PMS.”

--

“Whew, I was almost wasted!” Yoochun said after the boys just got home from the get together.

“Ah, I feel sick!” Junsu said running to the bathroom. Changmin followed to see what’s going on with Junsu and leaving YunJae alone in the cold living room.

“Um,” Yunho said first. Jaejoong looked at him and they stared for a while.

“I--” they both said at the same time. They both stopped and looked at each other. So Yunho decided to be the wrong, and let Jaejoong be the right.

“I apologize for being childish the other day, you know, you were just joking.”

“Oh, uh-hm.” Jaejoong felt the awkward feeling. “Me too.”

“Yeah, you always joke, of course you’d never say something serious; I was a fool aren’t I?” Yunho laughed and so did Jaejoong. “So are we cool again?”

“Yeah….” Jaejoong answered, though his thoughts ran the other way. Junsu was right; Yunho probably wouldn’t take anything he says seriously. Because he thinks Jaejoong joke too much.

--

“Yunho’s head is small; no wonder his brain couldn’t function well.” Jaejoong said.

“Oh no, YunJae back at it again.” YooSuMin….walked out of the room and left them alone.

“Your head’s so big, your neck might break.” Yunho said. He was laughing though.

“Your hair looks horrible; the hair stylist probably has trouble fixing it.”

“Your hair is so straight, it’s getting boring. You need to crunch it or someone will fall asleep looking at it.”

“Oh yeah? Your lip’s so pouty, you might want to cut the extra portion off.”

“And you probably need someone to suck off that red color on it. It looks like a man on lipstick.”

“Oh, then why don’t you do it then?” Jaejoong said. Then there was an awkward silence that fills the room. Jaejoong bit his lips and sat there feeling dumb. That wasn’t a joke.

“There are plenty of women out there you have in your list, why don’t you go and get them to do it?” Yunho laughed. “You’d probably even get a night with them.” He was joking right?

“Oh right,” Jaejoong had to roll his eyes. “I’ll just go out there somewhere and do what you thought I would do.”

“It was a joke, you know that right?”

“Yeah I know.”

“You lie so much, but then I could tell when you’re lying when I look into your eyes.” Yunho said looking at Jaejoong. Jaejoong look back at him.

“Really?”

“Really.” Yunho fold his arms and lean on the wall. Jaejoong went and stand in front of him and look into Yunho’s eyes. “Say something, I’ll tell you.” 

“Okay,” Jaejoong almost whispered it. “Ready?” Jaejoong confirm. Yunho nodded his head and stood up straight and look into Jaejoong’s eyes.

“Yunho,” Jaejoong said in a very slow and chopping voice. “I, like, you… a lot.”

Yunho and Jaejoong stared at each other for a little while. “I like you a lot.” Jaejoong repeated his words. Yunho stared back. Jaejoong’s eyes were really, really beautiful and really, really genuine. They stood there looking into each other’s eyes.

“You almost got me.” Yunho chuckled as he breaks the gaze. “You think you can lie to me? I told you I can tell when you joke.”  

“Really, you can tell all the time.” Jaejoong smiled and pinched Yunho’s cheeks. Yunho pouted as Jaejoong left and walk to the kitchen.

“Did you hear that?” Yoochun whispered to Junsu and Changmin. “It wasn’t a real joke was it?”

“Why would Jaejoong say that?” Junsu whispered back. “Doesn’t he know how dense our leader is?”

“It’s a confession said in the shadow.” Changmin said.

“Shadow what?” Yunho appeared behind YooSuMin.

“Light makes shadow.” Yoochun said and laughed. The other two agrees and follow Yoochun’s lame laugh.

--

“Jaejoong-sshi is there anyone you like at the time?” the MC asked. Jaejoong laughed and covered his mouth with his hands.

“Yes, but I can’t say.” Jaejoong smiled.

“That makes us all very curious,” the MC said to the camera. “Does she know?”

“You mean the person I like?” Jaejoong asked and laughed again. “Yes, no, kind of.”

“Oooowh~” Yoochun elbowed Yunho.

“What?” Yunho elbowed him back.

“Oh, I think I know who Jaejoong-ah likes,” Changmin whispered to Junsu.

“Yunho-sshi?!” Junsu said loudly. Everyone stared at him and he covered his mouth.

“Yes?” Yunho answered him. The MC, Yoochun and Jaejoong all stared at him. Changmin slapped his own forehead.

“I was just practicing saying your name.” Junsu smiled.

“Ah, I know you love me.” Yunho patted Junsu’s back. Junsu laughed and scratched his head.

After the show Yunho followed Jaejoong onto the dressing room.

“Where’s Yoochun?” Jaejoong turned around to see Yunho trailing behind him. Yunho shut the door behind him.

“I don’t know, maybe toilet,” Yunho answered seating next to Jaejoong.

“Aaahhhh…. I’m so tire….” Jaejoong leaned on his chair.

“Hey, Jaejoong,”

“Mm?”

“Who was it that you like?” Yunho leaned forward from his seat, “I’ve never seen you going out with anyone, and how did you already confess?”

“Oh, it’s just someone,” Jaejoong chuckled.

“Tell me,” Yunho demand. “We’re best friends. I promise I won’t tell the rest,”

“I’d rather tell them than you.” Jaejoong laughed,

“What?!” Yunho turned Jaejoong to face him. “Did I make you mad again?”

“No,” Jaejoong smiled.

“Hm, then you must like me isn’t it?” Yunho joked. Jaejoong’s eyes opened abruptly.

“E-eh?” Jaejoong looked into Yunho’s eyes. “U-um, what, you---”

“Kidding,” Yunho chuckled. “Why would you like me? Crazy isn’t it?”

“Yeah, that is—crazy.” Jaejoong turned the other way and put a hand over his heart.

--

“I’m so frustrated~” Yunho ran his hand through his hair.

“What is it?” Yoochun asked. Yunho looked at him and then around them. There was no one else but them.

“Jaejoong’s been really weird.” Yunho said. “HE expects me to just—you know… guess things right or something.”

“What are you talking about? You mean he acts like a girl?”

“Okay, this one time—we were talking to Yoona, and we were going to get ice cream. Then I asked them what flavor they want and I guessed hers right but then I didn’t guess his—and he was pissed off.”

“Well, he likes vanilla, we all know that.”

“I forget.”

“I guess,”

“Seriously! But then he just said he has to go. And he was like—frowning. So I had to excuse myself and go after him but, he ignored me and stared talking to one of our staffs.”

“Do you, like Jaejoong hyung?” Yoochun asked.

“What? Of course not.” Yunho said back. “That can’t happen.”

“Can’t happen doesn’t mean wouldn’t happen.” Yoochun shrugged his shoulder.

“Yah, what’s wrong with you?”

--

Jaejoong was in the kitchen stirring the soup in the pot. Yunho walked in and put his hands on Jaejoong’s waist. Jaejoong turned his head and smiled. He blew on the liquid on the spoon and fed it to Yunho.

“It’s good.” Yunho rest his head on Jaejoong’s shoulder.

“That’s good then.” Jaejoong turned off the stove and pushed Yunho back to go to the sink.

“Hey,” Yunho turned to Jaejoong. Can’t happen doesn’t mean wouldn’t happen. “Um,”

“What is it?” Jaejoong turned around.

“Nothing,”

“Stop lying.” Jaejoong chuckled. “I can tell when you lie. I can see it in your eyes.”

“Really,” Yunho smirked and walked in front of Jaejoong, who leaned back on the counter with a smirk.

“Really,”

“Okay, then you see if this is a lie or not.” Yunho leaned down ‘till his face leveled with Jaejoong’s. “Look into my eyes carefully okay? You might not catch the little glimpse in it.”

Jaejoong chuckled and cross his arms. “Okay,” he looked from the side then to Yunho’s eyes. “Go on,”

“If you guess wrong, then you owe me one.”

“Okay, go on.”

“Jaejoong-yah,” Yunho put a hand on the side of Jaejoong’s head. “I, like, you a lot.” Jaejoong’s smirk faded from his face as he kept his eyes on Yunho’s.

“You’re lying aren’t you?” Jaejoong chuckled nervously. “Hahaha, that was a clean lie.” Jaejoong tried to walk away but Yunho pulled Jaejoong back and slam him on the counter.

“How did you guess?” Yunho lowered his lips closer to Jaejoong’s. “Guess so wrong.” Yunho’s lips press on Jaejoong. Jaejoong’s eyes grew wider. Those warm lips are on his own. Yunho slowly broke the kiss and Jaejoong’s eyes were still open, now softer. Jaejoong fidgeted a little before running himself into Yunho and lock lips with him again. Tongue touching each others and lips colliding. Yunho ran his hands on Jaejoong’s back making some kind of soothing flow. Jaejoong’s hand gripping on Yunho’s hair and neck.

After a while of breathless kissing, Yunho looked confused and tried to come up with an excuse. “Uh—um. Yoochun put the idea in my mind.”

“A-aaah…” Jaejoong looked down to his feet; blushing.

“But you guessed wrong.” Yunho said. Jaejoong’s head jerk up. “So—yeah,”

“You like me,” Jaejoong smirked.

“So what? You like me too.” Yunho pouted.

“Of course,” Jaejoong walked away from Yunho.

“That means yes right?”

“I’ll leave that to your imagination.”

“Yah, you kissed me!”

“So what? You kissed me too.”

“Yah!”

--
the end~

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Story….here, try to beta this one instead…

Its less confusing. ^^ 

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/Hello? Yunho right? /

“Who are you?” Yunho said in a matter of fact tone.

/ah, this is—Jaejoong. /

“Okay,” how awkward,

/Um, I got your number from Gemna, / he explained.

“Sure,”

/U-um,/

“Yeah?”

/You know about your apology? I-I accept. /

“Wait—what?”

/You don’t have to run anymore—it makes me feel awkward to having you run all the time—and yeah—that’s… just it!/ Jaejoong said quickly before hanging up.

Yunho looked at his phone. Did he just freaking hang up?! Yunho redialed quickly.

“Hello?”

/WTH, why did you hang up?!/

“Yunho?”

/No! It’s your great-great-great ancestors! /

“Bye--”

/HEY! /

“What?”

/I got something to tell you./

“Okay,”

/Tell you tomorrow. / Yunho’s turn to hang up. And this was how things got to its climax. It could’ve been solved earlier if things happened sooner.

--

“Hey,”

“You always come out of nowhere.” Jaejoong’s hand was over his heart out of surprise.

“Right and you always come out of everywhere.”

“What did you want to tell me?”

“You said you accepted the apology?” Yunho said. He’s trying to be serious.

“Yeah,” Jaejoong said.

“You….sure??”

“Yeah,” Jaejoong nodded his head. “You know what? Life’s not about virginity crisis.”

“Oh, you just knew,” Yunho said sarcastically.

“Hey, you want me to hold a grudge or something?”

“You can do me.” Yunho said. “To make it equal.” Because I don’t think you’d like a stranger doing you when you’re unconscious…

“Are you k.raz.y?!” Jaejoong nearly screamed.

“I’m not,” Yunho moved closer to Jaejoong. “You don’t want to? You can knock me out too.”

“Heck no!”

“That’s funny.” Yunho laughed. “You’re very entertaining to watch.”

“Can we just—be friends or something? Or know each other—and not runaway?”

“Could happen,” Yunho shrugged his shoulder.

“Okay,” Jaejoong smiled. “So make it happen.” Jaejoong stare at Yunho. Yunho looked forward and didn’t reply back.

“Hey,”

“What?” Jaejoong shift slightly.

“I might’ve said this to a million girls before, but I think you’re very attractive.” Yunho said.

“O-okay,” Jaejoong hesitantly reply. He was caught off guard that Jung Yunho would say something intimating.

“What? Did you already fell in love with me or something?” Yunho precisely joked.

“Wah? No, of course not.”  Jaejoong’s whole body slogs as if he was stuck in mud.

“That doesn’t mean that I’m in love or anything, got that?” Yunho said. Jaejoong only looked the other way, trying not to get touch by the soft words.

“Right, got it.” Jaejoong answered, which was not meant to sound sarcastic.

“You think I like you huh?”

“I didn’t say anything.”

“Your words just directed it.”

“No it did not,” Jaejoong forced a frown. “Why would I think that?”

“Because I said--”

“Don’t say it again!” Jaejoong quickly covered Yunho’s mouth. Jaejoong swears he’ll over heat himself and pass out if Yunho says it again. Yunho stared into his eyes and smiled.

“Okay, fine.” Yunho smiled. “But to keep yourself on check, I might like you.”

“You should—shut up or something--” Jaejoong stood up ready for flight.

“Where are you going?” Yunho stood up yo follow. “Are you embarrassed now?”

“I’ve been!” Jaejoong said walking away.

--

“No, no—I think you should just--” Junsu sighed. “Um, I don’t know. Yoochun, I don’t think we’d work out.”

“Why? Just date me.” Yoochun said.

“No.” Junsu answered. “I don’t want to.”

“For once, give me a chance.” Yoochun said.

 “I’m leaving now, and please, don’t call or don’t see me anymore.” Junsu walked away from Yoochun.

Junsu picked up his bag and his glasses before walking away from the car. He’s never been so good looking—his ugly glasses and his combed to the side hair were for losers. He tucks his shirt in and wears his tie too properly. He pants were too high and his backpack is overloaded. But of course he changed all that. He’s flashing now.

But he looked good. He has a cute look despite that entire image he has. He’s ugly—but he’s beautiful. But he’s nerve-wrecking when it comes to love—and he panics—he apologize too much. Someone would pick him up but throw him away. And he cried, all over again. Love for losers was never a happy ending. He loved someone before. It wasn’t the most pleasant thing ever happen to him.

Yoochun drove off pass him so soon. Junsu looked at the car zoom by and gone. Stupid him, why fall in love with shiny people when you are gloomy? They’d play you but then don’t want you. You can lie to yourself, but you can never lie to the world.

“Can we go eat?” Junsu suddenly request.

“What’s wrong?” Jaejoong asked.

“I want to feel better, that’s all.”

“Tell me the truth,” Jaejoong stopped cutting. “Junsu-yah.”

“Do you remember Ji Hoon, the one asked us to be sex-friends.” Junsu said after a long silence. “I told him we wouldn’t work out that way—but I really liked him a lot—I don’t know what to say to him. But he said we wouldn’t work out more than that….” Junsu sighed. Jaejoong just stood there stiff and plainly lost at words.  “And he didn’t like-like me. Maybe it was the way I look—or the way I act. Maybe I wasn’t enough--”

“Junsu,”

“Huh? Oh, sorry couldn’t help keeping it all in…”

“You don’t have to do all this….”

“I’m not--”

“Junsu—you listen first.” Jaejoong turned Junsu around by the shoulder. “I know you like him. I know you maybe have more to it than liking him—but you don’t have to go through all this for him to like you. He might not even like you afterward.”

“Jaejoong-hyung…” Junsu hugged Jaejoong. “Can I at least hope? I don’t want to love someone that will keep pushing me away.” Stupid Park Yoochun has to come into my life and make me feel fuzzy all over again.

In hopes and dreams. May love live in living souls and touch the mate’s hearts.

--

“If you really like me, you should a least get me a gift.” Heechul said. Siwon laughed—Heechul is really ambitious and ridiculous at times. “What?”

“I don’t know, but I really like you.”

“I know, because no one has ever met me and turned me down.”

“Hey, does that mean you’d like me?”

“I’ll reconsider your confession.” Heechul said. “You got money right? Cause you know you’re paying--”

“Of course,” Siwon smirked. “I’ll let you get any present you like.” Siwon’s a rich brat, that’s what.

“I couldn’t be more impressed.” Heechul walked away leading Siwon into the mall entrance.

--

“I think Jaejoong likes me.” Yunho said to Yoochun.

“He’s infatuated—it’s more than liking you—he thinks he loves you.” Yoochun said in a matter-of-factly tone. “And you know what infatuation is? It’s like a brief feeling of love. But if you are able to make him love you—then he might even be in LOVE.”

“What are you talking about?” Yunho said all confused.

“I’m saying that you like him somehow for spending too much time teasing him.” Yoochun smirked.

“Can that really happen?” Yunho asked. “I’ve liked a lot of girls before. It doesn’t make the relationship longer than 2 months when I spend more times with them.”

“There was one you stayed for the longest 4 months.” Yoochun remembered. That girl was a real bitch, cute face, nice legs but lion by the heart. “Last girl you ever dated.”

“That one was a different story.” Yunho remembered her face. “She was stuck like a leech.”

“I hated her, FYI. Still do.”

“You told me that thousands of times when she followed me here.” Yunho said, remembering when Yoochun started throwing a fit like Moon bin does all the time after the girl leaves the apartment. “Hope not to see her ever again in my life.”

“You always jinx yourself when you say that.” Yoochun laughed.

“Whatever,” Yunho rolled his eyes. “I still think Jaejoong likes me.”

“Of course he does,” Yoochun smirked. “Why else will he tell you he accepts your damn F rated apology?”

“Be thankful you’re Yoochun, because this is your place.” Yunho and Yoochun chuckled.

“I have something to tell you.” Yoochun said. “I just asked Junsu to be with me. He refused--”

“And you got rejected.” Yunho finished the sentence for him.

“Yeah, but it’s sad, because I know he like me.”

“Did you like him?”

“A little.”

“Then forget about it.” Yunho chuckled. “You’ll just play with his feelings.”

“But I loved him a little.” Yoochun confessed. “He makes me happier.”

“Just forget about him, you don’t deserve him.” Yunho said with a smile, which was tempting Yoochun to cry because he knew his friend was right. Because he did not yet know, something started growing inside him that was calling for the other.

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 [Jaejoong’s POV]

It’s not like I was counting, but it’s been 3 weeks, 7 hours, 6 minutes, and 4 going 5 seconds that I never seen him ever again ever since the party at Sung Ri’s place. Not that I’ve been looking for him, but I’m looking around every corner of the streets and alleys if he’s be there stalking me like he used to almost a month ago. Somehow it seems so long. I ended up on the icandy shop café. This is where we first took Moon Bin. Weird, I remember everything he said, all his actions and every expression he was wearing on his face.

“I’d like a pistachio cake and a small cup of coffee,”

“Would that be all for you sir?”

“Yes,” Jaejoong nodded his head and chose a table. The one next to the window where he can see to Moon Bin’s school?

“Here you go, sir.”

“Thank you,” Jaejoong took his mini fork and poked into the slice of cake. Somehow his hand pushed it all the way down to the base of the cake where the plate is. He sighed and left the cake untouched, leaning on his arms on the table. He slowly closed his eyes.

His eyes flicker opened after falling asleep for two hours. I better get going. Jaejoong walked out of the café leaving the cup of coffee and the slice of cake untouched. What are you doing Jaejoong? There is no chance you’d bump into him anymore. Seoul is not big, but coincidence is smaller. In probability, it’s .02 to meet a person at a place like this.

And today, Jaejoong didn’t see him too.

It’s scary sometimes. Jaejoong wants to see Yunho. Sometimes he doesn’t. He forgets, he daydreams, and it’s all about Yunho. He would smile sometimes when thoughts comes to his mind, silly him, he could never stop looking at something without reminding him of the yearning for another person.

Jaejoong twisted and turned on his bed, he cannot fall asleep now. He just woke up by what he insists is a nightmare. He just had a vision of himself moaning and groaning under Jung Yunho. He remembered every single detail. His face, it was the ugliest thing, how can he look like that and loving a man who doesn’t want him to touch him? Wet dream.

What’s going on…..?

What was going on that Jaejoong didn’t know was, something melted to the ground when he knew Yunho.

--

“Hi Jaejoong-hyung!” Moon Bin jumped on Jaejoong’s lap. “How are you?”

“I’m good,” Jaejoong smiled and hugged Moon Bin. “How are you?”

“Good too! And Yunho hyung is good too!” Moon bin smiled.

“Yoochun, are you here to see Junsu?” Jaejoong asked. He knew that Junsu has been talking to Yoochun lately after he has figured who Yoochun was. He wasn’t an ugly guy who is trying to get a hook-up by calling random people. He’s actually hot.

“Well, yeah, but Yunho’s going to go out so I thought I should take Moon bin for you.” Yoochun said. “I’ll be right back in a few moments.”

“Take your time,” Jaejoong smirked. “I know you miss him like k.raz.y.”

“Oh, I like smart people. Yunho’s really thick on the head.” Yoochun blew Bin and Jae a kiss before bouncing away.

“Hi,” Yoochun greeted the paranoid Junsu.

“Hello,” Junsu put his things down.

“Can I ask you a few questions?”

“No,” Junsu answered still so shyly.

“Why?”

“I don’t want to answer.” Junsu stood up.

“Come on,” Yoochun grabbed Junsu’s wrist to stop him.

“Park Yoochun, please let go.”

“Questions? Please?” Yoochun made his famous puppy face.

“Fine.” Junsu puffed his cheeks and pull his wrist away. Then he sat down unwillingly.

--

“Yunho-hyung took his girlfriend to see me.” Moon Bin started. “Well, he said they are not dating, but then I think they will if I like her. She looks like you.”

“Ah, I see.” Gemna.

“But I don’t like her!” Moon Bin pouted. “I like you! Why don’t you love Yunho?! Everyone loves him! I and Chunnie do!” yes the part of everybody is just Moon bin and Yoochun.

“U-um,” Jaejoong chuckled nervously. “Because Yunho didn’t kiss me for real.” Jaejoong picked up Yoochun’s lame trick.

“Really? You want another kiss?” Moon Bin said with surprised eyes. Just a kid, but Jaejoong blushed.

Why did I say that….

“N-no, I don’t think we’d see each other again.”

“Jaejoong hyung,” Moon Bin pecked Jaejoong’s cheek. “Did Yunho made you cry?”

“No, why did you ask that Binnie?”

“Because, pa made umma cried.”  Moon Bin explained. “And then pa never sees umma again. Appa made Yunho-hyung and I cried, and we never saw him again.” Moon Bin’s eyes weren’t sad. He’s still a child…. When he grows up, he’ll understand more. But to Jaejoong, he could feel the broken pieces of a mirror.

“Y-yea, Yunho made me cry….” Jaejoong said. Everyone reminds him of Yunho. Sometimes, he feels like they were trying to remind him… how impossible it is to be with Yunho….

When Yoochun and Moon bin left, Jaejoong cried. He felt like someone has placed a stone in his heart. Unmovable and cruel. And that night, he saw Gemna and a man, he couldn’t figure who the figure was in the dark. But he’d assume it’s not a man he wanted to see.

“Hello Jaejoong, you came home early,” Gemna smiled. Jaejoong only smiled and walked back to his room. For a minute Jaejoong thought he needed some fresh air. He wore his thin wool sweater and walked out the door.

If Moon Bin has met Gemna, Yunho should’ve been serious with her. If the man earlier was him, then they’d be dating now. If they are dating now, there is no room for anger, revenge or resentment. I deserve this; I realize I didn’t know I’m going to be okay.

“You haven’t seen Jaejoong for a month now huh?”

/No, I didn’t bump into him anymore. / Yunho chuckled.

“Well, he seems to being acting weird,” Gemna told Yunho. “When I say hi to him, he only smiles and then walked away.”

/Maybe he’s sick, like ill, you know? /

“No, he’s not. He’s been acting like he got dump or something.”

/Well, does he have a girlfriend, previous? /

“Yeah, but then she said he wasn’t what she expected—he came home crying about it to me.” She chuckled. “Sometimes I feel like his mom. And then he goes to Heechul like he’s the dad! But that was months ago!”

/Jaejoong is dependent isn’t he? /

“Hm, I am more.” Gemna laughed. “I depend on him more…and people depend on him more than he depends on them.”

/Is he in his room? / I don’t see his lights on.

“No, I just heard his door opened.” Gemna said as Jaejoong walked into the living room. “Where are you going?”

“Walk, be back in some minutes.” Jaejoong said lazily. Jaejoong slipped his sneakers on and walked out.

“I figured he’d go out,” Gemna said. “He’s been walking outside the block lately.”

/Hey, I got to go. / That’s why he gets harass!

“Okay,” Gemna smiled. “Hey! You didn’t even give me YoungSeung’s number!”

“Tomorrow!” Yunho snapped the phone shut.

It’d be a month today. An anniversary. Jaejoong sighed and walked down the dark street and turned the little corner before three house of his house. Someone out of the blue grabbed him,

“Ah--!” Jaejoong screamed shortly before a hand covered his mouth. He was pulled into someone’s arm. Jaejoong struggled until his eyes met with the other’s eyes. Jung Yunho.

Jaejoong struggled himself from the hand swathing on his mouth. It was really him, the man that has left him the feeling of shame, of anxiety, grief, solitary, and lastly he never wanted to admit to yet, misplaced. And yet, the way he reacted was plain aggression, he wanted to show the other that he didn’t like this. Because he’s afraid. Will his heart fall out if he ever give in now?

“What are you doing at the corner of the street of my house?” Jaejoong managed to struggle himself free from the other’s grip.

“I’m stalking,” Yunho smirked before pushing Jaejoong to hit the cement wall. “Why, is it unfortunate to see me after a month?” He remembered….

“Don’t be stupid,” Jaejoong tried to move away. “You’ve got Gemna now, I can’t stop you.” Jaejoong hinted sadness in his voice, which Yunho has thought it was interesting and tempting enough to him.  

“Kim Jaejoong,” Yunho pushed Jaejoong up against the wall. “You fucking make me go k.raz.y appearing everywhere in my life.”

“I haven’t been in for long! And I wasn’t in there--” Jaejoong pushed Yunho away effortlessly.

“I see you,” Yunho breathed on Jaejoong’s cheek. “You look back every time you turn a corner. You stop by the same café every time and doze away there for a while. You count away the days you live sitting by the entrance of the same park waiting for Yoochun and Moon Bin. Am I wrong?”

Jaejoong stared up with those resentful eyes. “And you look out your window to see who the man with Gemna, was it me.” Jaejoong’s eyes soften.

“It’s you,” Jaejoong’s words came out hard and dry. “You.” With her…

“Yes it’s me.” Yunho said. “I don’t see a problem with me being with her if you can be with Yoochun and Moon bin. The deal was cheated.” Jaejoong cannot stand to look at Yunho one more glance or he’ll see Jaejoong’s tears.

“I-I need to go home.” Jaejoong said looking up into Yunho’s eyes.

Then their lips met. It’s a mystery who kissed who but Yunho has deepened the kiss. Jaejoong has roughened the kiss and desperately pulling Yunho more towards him. Yunho took in every taste he could and roamed his hands on the back of Jaejoong. When they finally came breathlessly, Jaejoong pushed Yunho away.

“I really have to go home--” Jaejoong stumble away.

Jaejoong lay on his bed. He turned his little lamp on the table off and smiled. It felt just like the kiss in the dream, Jaejoong thought. Maybe a little way better.  Not that Jaejoong was going to ever admit that out loud.

Yunho shut his eyes tightly and lay in his bed for the longest while. Did I kiss him or did he kiss me? He kissed me, I kissed him, or we kissed each other. H о: I kissed him. H а: He kissed me. Statistically if you work this out, this is not significant.

--

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“Hey Yunho!” a friend called. “Haven’t seen you rolling around a lot lately! How you’ve been?!”

“Been really busy lately.” Yunho answered back and shook his hand. “BBQ?”

“Yeah,”

“Yunho,” Yoochun tapped his shoulder and pointed over. Yunho looked—he felt a chill down his spine. Kim Jaejoong.

“What’s he doing here?” Yunho mouthed. Has he doomed his soul to the devil? Everywhere, Jaejoong has to appear in front of him. Jaejoong was laughing and joking with some of his friends outside in the balcony holding a bottle.

“He looks brighter today.” Yoochun commented, “Oh holy smack, that’s Kim Junsu.” Yoochun smirked and approached them. Yunho stared at Jaejoong still, until Jaejoong’s gaze finally met his. He broke the anguish gaze. Jaejoong stared on; he knew who that was that he was staring at. But he hasn’t seen that face for a while now. About two weeks. 

“Hi,” Yoochun joined in the conversation. Jaejoong, Junsu, EunHyuk, Shingdong and Heechul all looked at him. Yoochun met Heechul. Jaejoong, Shingdong and EunHyuk, just never met Junsu in person.

“Hey Chunnie, long time no see.” Heechul smiled and welcome Yoochun. Jaejoong just stared at Yoochun, he’s eager to ask how Yunho is. Oh no, that was stupid, why would he do that.

“How have you been?” Yoochun smiled nicely back. Heechul has met Yoochun once before—it was when Heechul came to Southeast to see Shingdong and them. Oh yes he knows Yoochun lives with Yunho. But Yoochun was a cool guy—

“Vicious,” Heechul smirked and they all laugh. Junsu was just staring at that ‘Chunnie’ that Heechul and Shingdong them were talking to.

“You must be Kim Junsu?” Yoochun direct his attention to where he was really coming for. Junsu blushed and looked up at him. “You’re shy aren’t you, I’m Park Yoochun.” Yoochun smiled before walking away.

“That’s Park Yoochun?” Junsu asked after Yoochun has disappeared.

“I need to talk to him--” Jaejoong excused himself from the crowd. He grabbed Yoochun’s arm before Yoochun has been gone too far. “Yoochun right?”

“Hello beautiful,” Yoochun smiled. Jaejoong fake a laugh. “What’s up?”

“How is…. Moon Bin?” Jaejoong asked the alternative question instead. Oh, but we don’t underestimate Park Yoochun.

“Moon Bin and Yunho are doing very fine, and lonely.” Yoochun answered.

“Oh, so Yunho’s fine…” Jaejoong mumbled to himself forgetting that he is having a conversation with Yoochun.

“They probably miss you.”

“O-oh, um,” Jaejoong stuttered. Oh Park Yoochun just took him off his stage—why is Park Yoochun such a teaser? “Yunho’s here isn’t he?”

“Yeah, we have the same group of friends eh?” Yoochun chuckled.

“I better hide,” Jaejoong smiled. “I don’t think he wants to see me.”

“Why? You did nothing wrong. He’s the one feeling the guilt, why are you running like you’re the malefactor?”

“I—him,” Jaejoong’s tongue was caught in a fur ball. “He had apologized and cut all tides--”

“You didn’t have to forgive him.” Yoochun still smiling. He’s a strange man, Jaejoong took note. It’s like another Yunho with a happy personality. “At least he didn’t take it yet that you did.”

“It’s not something about forgiving.” Jaejoong frowned. “I’m not thinking about apologies…”

“Oh, you just wanted to see him.” Yoochun smiled and pat Jaejoong’s head. Jaejoong blushed—how did he know? With that, Yoochun walked away and left Jaejoong there standing like an idiot.

--

“Jaejoong’s here,” Yoochun told Yunho, which who already knows. “Are you going to talk to him?”

“Why?” Yunho asked, Yoochun shrugged his shoulder.

“Just thought you might’ve wanted to talk.” Yoochun smiled.

“I don’t have anything to say to him,” Yunho said straight forwardly and joined his other friends. Yoochun smiled at his friend’s back and walked the direction of Kim Junsu.

“Hi,” Yoochun greeted. Junsu could only blush. He’s been saying bad things over the phone and everything and now that he’d met Park Yoochun, he actually thought the man was gorgeous. But that doesn’t make any difference about Junsu’s thoughts of a player Park Yoochun.

“Hm,” Junsu smiled uncomfortably.

“You still don’t like me?” Yoochun took a seat next to him. Shingdong decided to excuse himself.

“Where are you going?” Junsu asked, feeling all his nerves breaking down.

“Leaving you,” Shingdong smiled slightly before smirking at Yoochun. Which only Yoochun and he know what that was suppose to mean.

“You go school with Jaejoong?” Yoochun asked.

“Yes,” Junsu answered shyly.

“I’m Jung Yunho on the phone,” Yoochun told Junsu. Junsu only blushed more from embarrassment. “Well, the real one is here too.”

“O-okay.”

“You seem so panicking.” Yoochun stated. Junsu only nodded his head and look down to his feet. “Well, I like people that talks a lot.” Yoochun hinted, but not that it made Junsu talk more. It’s nerve wrecking.

“Uh-hm….”

“This is not a conversation. Come on, talk more.”

“If you don’t like it, you shouldn’t talk to me.” Junsu said. Yoochun raised a brow and leaned back.

“You’re very snappy.”

“Not exactly, something is wrong with you.”

“I’m just trying to give you some positive remarks.”

--

“Hey, Jaejoong!” DongHae called Jaejoong over to the small circle. Jaejoong hesitatingly walked over. “You haven’t met Yunho right? This is one of our homies from Southeast.”

 “Hello,” Jaejoong smiled. They met, yes they did.

“We met,” Yunho said. Jaejoong’s eyes were surprise. “I know him.”

“That’s cool then I guess,” Eeteuk said.

“I’m going to leave now,” Yunho excused himself, “I forgot Moon Bin’s toy….”

“Come on~ Moon Bin’s not moving to America! Give it to him tomorrow.”

“Some things too,” Yunho hesitantly said before walking away from the group.

“Hey,” Jaejoong called after him. But Yunho was too fast getting his bag. Jaejoong has to run after him. “Yunho,” Jaejoong kept on calling but Yunho just keeps on walking. Yunho shut the door—slam the door and almost hit Jaejoong’s face when Jaejoong forgot he and ran too fast after him. “Yunho!” Jaejoong opened the door and ran after Yunho. Unfortunately, Yunho has run to the car and started the engine.

“Hey you heartless bastard!” Jaejoong screamed out his lung when Yunho sped away. He didn’t know what to do, should he cry or should he be pissed—or smile? What the heck? Why am I following you? He’d never look at you, it’d never be normal between two men that committed a sin.

“Jaejoong,”

Jaejoong’s head jerked back, Heechul.

“That’s him isn’t it?” Heechul had a faded smirk on his face. “There’s no need to chase him.”

“I—I’m not chasing him.” Jaejoong lied.

“He thinks he can runaway,” Heechul said putting his arm around his friend’s shoulder. “Why don’t you just forget about him? Leave him and you should leave in peace.”

“I don’t get what you are talking about,” Jaejoong pulled his body away from Heechul.

“Do you want to be his friend or something? It’s not that easy you know. Someone can feel guilt and damage. And you, you can feel tainted, used and unworthy now.”

“Heechul, I’m okay,” Jaejoong managed to mutter out. He just knew now, knowing who he has done it with; he’d have to deal with it sooner or later. Life is a runaway. And Life is a reunite.

“Jaejoong, you should listen to Heechul,” Yoochun came out from behind the pole he was standing. “He’s at fault, but he feels damn guilty. He’d avoid you; he’d abscond until he dies.”

“You just told me earlier--”

“But it’s easier to leave it as it is.” Yoochun cut Jaejoong’s words. “Maybe you should back out before he acts up. He’s bipolar; I’d got to admit that he’s a bizarre creature.”

“Stop it! I’m not in love with him! You guys!”

“BWAHAHAHA!!!!” Heechul and Yoochun started laughing together. “Got you!” they hit each other’s hand in the air and both hugged Jaejoong.

“Y-you guys--” Jaejoong felt his tears on the edge of his eyes.

“You silly boy,” Heechul squeezed Jaejoong. “I’d never confront you like that, don’t cry!”

“Oh gosh Heechul, you just made me a bad person for making him cry.” Yoochun hugged them both. “But I wasn’t kidding, Yunho has a very ghastly attitude.”

Jaejoong laughed, with his tears rolling down his eyes. Why are friends like mood-swings? They make you feel bad a second and they make you feel good the other second. With all the dramas in his life, how did he ever find time to feel hurt about what Yunho did to him? I’m slowly falling into my own pit….

--

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* There’s always a nightmare between night and day. Yunho had thought he’d never come across this person ever again in his life. But just tomorrow, the person appeared right in front of his face.

WARNING: Take note that there’s rape in the beginning.

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“I’d like to come in,” Yunho smiled to Gemna.

“That’s great, you sent me home the other time and you didn’t come in.” Gemna smiled. “That was really rude of me not to make you come in.”

“Hm, it’s okay,” Yunho smiled and followed her up the stairs. The first knock and Jaejoong opened the door.

“Hi Jaejoong, you’re fast!” Gemna smiled to her brother, Jaejoong was relieved that her sister was finally home—but a frown formed on her face when he saw who was behind her back. Jung Yunho.

“What are you doing here?” Jaejoong stepped in front of Yunho.

“He came to visit, Jaejoong.” Gemna told his brother. This is going to be hard. Jaejoong turned to his sister and glared.

“I need to talk to him one second.” Jaejoong shut the door behind him and step outside with Yunho. “What are you doing here?”

“I came to visit,” Yunho answered simply.

“You’re one to talk--” Jaejoong scoffed. “Visit what?”

“I’ve come to visit you.” Yunho smirked. Jaejoong’s blood boiled in anger.

“You told my sister you wanted to visit--”

“She invited me first.” Yunho cut in.

“You asked to walk her home.”

“She said she’d like the company.” Yunho answered swiftly.

“Go home,” Jaejoong opened the door and slam it shut.

“Jaejoong let him in!” Gemna pushed Jaejoong aside and opened the door. “Sorry, Jaejoong’s been acting really—not himself after this one incident.”

“That’s okay,” Yunho smiled. Jaejoong folded his arm across his chest and stomp his way to his room.

“Sorry, I don’t know what’s wrong with him lately. He told me you dislike him a lot—but seems like he dislike you too.” Gemna apologized.

“It’s fine,” Yunho smiled and took a seat.

“You want anything to drink?”

“Nah, it’s fine.” Yunho looked up the stairs and then back at her.

“Jaejoong doesn’t usually hate someone this much.” Gemna put her hand on her forehead. “It’s a headache, he must’ve been super mad at you to be like this. The only person he ever got this mad at is Heechul, and maybe me.”

“It’s rare for him to get mad then.”

“You could put it that way.”

“I’ll go talk to him.” Yunho said standing up.

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, I think he’ll be fine afterward, we just had a misunderstanding yesterday.” Yunho walked to Jaejoong’s room and knocked. Jaejoong didn’t bother opening the door.

Jaejoong heard the knocking on his door. But there is no way he was going to open it. So for a while, Yunho stood there. Yunho knocked a couple of times and then decided to go back down. He needed to leave anyways.

For a while as Jaejoong was lying on his bed, he fell asleep. And there he dreams…..

Yunho was in his room. They were having a conversation—more like a argument.

 “Y-you better stop it--” Jaejoong blushed on the other side of the pillow. “I’m going to scream and tell Gemna.”

“I dare you.” Yunho smirked and pulled the pillow away from Jaejoong’s face.

“Gemna--!” Jaejoong begin his shouting opening his mouth wide saying the ‘na’ part of his sister’s name—and Yunho just stuck his tongue inside. His mouth covering Jaejoong’s in one full-size. Jaejoong felt the other’s tongue moving inside his mouth and Jaejoong WOKE UP.

He was having a weird dream—

He’s been thinking so much about the kisses…. The kiss Moon Bin mentioned that was a lie…and the indirect kiss Yunho gave him.

Jaejoong sighed and walked into the kitchen to pour a glass of juice. Jaejoong shook his head at the thought of how it’d feel to kiss Jung Yunho. No Jaejoong, you shouldn’t think about that okay? This is not going to happen because you and he are fire and oil. One will burn if you touch.

“Jae--”

“Wah-ah!” Jaejoong jumped. His sister has scared him with the sudden sound of her voice.

“A-ah, this is from Yunho.” Gemna hand her brother the note. Jaejoong hesitantly took it. Gemna smiled at her brother and sat on the chair next to him. Jaejoong stood up and ran to his room and opened up the note. Why are you so eager to know what’s inside?

Jaejoong stared at the piece of paper quietly. He felt a clutch on his chest. “Oh wells,” was all that he said before tossing the piece of paper away in the trash bin in his room.

--

“Is Jaejoong-hyung going to come?” Moon Bin asked every 1 minute that Yunho has avoid the question. It’s been a week since Jaejoong was a no show.

“No,” Yunho finally answered.

“Is he mad again?” Moon Bin asked. Yunho smiled at his brother.

“No,”

“Then why?”

“We are not boyfriends anymore.” Yunho said. Moon Bin looked at his brother and then at the truck toy he brought to share with Jaejoong.

“Why?”

“Because we don’t love each other.” Yunho answered. Moon Bin looked puzzled. “I’ll find a better girlfriend okay?” Yunho patted Moon Bin’s head.

“Okay,” Moon Bin smiled. “Is Yoochun coming?”

“Not today,”

“Is he mad at you?”

“No,”

“You guys are not friends anymore?”

“Bin, don’t say that, Chun and I will always be friends.”

--

“I have done many things in my life,” Yunho confessed. “Father, I did many wrong and committed many sins.”

“Don’t be afraid, confess them to the lord and redeem yourself.”

“I’ve done wrong to a man, I am a man.” Yunho spoke with grief. “Lord, please forgive me.” I am darker than a man that is dead. My sins are blacker than hell.

Flash back—

“Heechul,” Jaejoong sat beside his friend and started drinking. “It’s a break-up you’re not suppose to feel better.”

“I hate her,” he mumbled, already drunk. Jaejoong was sober though. “She’s a hoe, a bitch—that big time slut.”

“Hm,” Jaejoong listened to his buddy ranting while he was drinking away in the darkness sitting in the park. “You’d probably do better in time…”

“I’d start dating men! Men are faithful—like me~” Heechul laughed loudly. Of course that was a joke, he’s tipsy or worst.

“Uh-huh, then you start dating men and curse all men.” Jaejoong mumbled finishing his can and plucked another one open. Jaejoong didn’t know he was drinking too much until he couldn’t feel his legs anymore. He was laughing with Heechul cursing women.

“AHHHHH!!!!” they both yelled like maniacs. “Oh look! That girl has a big head!” Jaejoong pointed at the tree.

“That one has no head!” Heechul laughed and pointed at a tree trunk.

“Hey!” Heechul walked up to a stranger that came across them. “Hey you look like a bitch!”

“Excuse me?”

“Yunho, hurry up, ignore that--” Siwon said with his eyes widen. That’s Kim Heechul.

“You too!” Heechul pointed at Siwon, who smirked.

“No we are not going to do anything, he’s not sober.” Yunho warned.

“Who said we’re beating the crap out of him?” Siwon said turning to Yunho. “We can do better than that.”

Not that he would say this to the priest. There is no way he was going to do this….

--

“What? You want to end this with a fight?” Heechul said lazily. “Jinjja, why the roof top? This is so typical… and lame at the same time.”

“No, I just want to tell you something.” Siwon said, flickers his lighter to light the cigarette.

“What?”

“Could it be possible for us?”

“What.the.fuck?”

“Cut the crap Kim Heechul, you know what I mean.”

“Why don’t you make it happen?” Heechul smirked. “You’re not such a loser it might be possible.”

“Okay, tomorrow I’m free, see you at the mall.”

--

They were right; children are bond to you as they grow up. But as they become of age to feel all their emotions, they will slowly disappear from you and bond with others outside of you. Sometimes Yunho felt jealous, Moon Bin doesn’t like him as much as he liked others now. He has friends, he has everyone.

“Moon Bin asks an awful lot of questions.” Yoochun said.

“Hm,” Yunho nodded.

“He said you look very sad.” Yoochun said. But the truth was, Yoochun was the one to put that idea in Moon Bin’s little mind.

“Hm,” Yunho chuckled. “That’s funny.”

“Hey, he asked me to take him to Jaejoong.” Yoochun said—there was a long pause.

“Did you?” Yunho answered.

“Yeah,” Yoochun answered truthfully.

“He likes him doesn’t he.” Yunho made a statement. Yoochun breathed loudly.

“Yeah, and he told Jaejoong you were sad because you didn’t see Jaejoong anymore.”

“Must’ve been your words that were in his mouth.” Yunho laughed. Yoochun laughed along.

“You’re smart.” Yoochun laughed.

“It doesn’t take one to know one.” Yunho smirked. “But why did you say that to him?”

“I just think you and Jaejoong looked really good.”

“I make who ever that stands next to me looks good.” Yunho sarcastically said. Yoochun scorns and picked up his backpack.

“There’s a night out tonight at Sung Ri’s place.” Yoochun said, “Southeast students and friends. You’re off today right?”

“Yeah,”

“Then why don’t we go?”

“Sure why not?”

--

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“This is where you live?” Yunho asked.

“Yep,” Gemna nodded her head. “I live right on the second floor.” Yunho looked up and saw a window with its light on. “That’s Jaejoong’s room.”

“Well, I’m going.”

“You’re not going inside?” Gemna asked.

“No, I have work, maybe next time.”

Gemna opened the door to the house. Jaejoong was standing right there.

“I told you, why did you go?”

“Jaejoong, it’s just a museum, nothing bad will happen.” Gemna whined.

“Gemna, why did you take him here?”

“He was concern because it was late so he walked me home.”

“All guys lies on that.” Jaejoong said.

“He doesn’t like me Jaejoong. Don’t worry too much—besides, he said he has someone in mind.”

“So then you do like him.”

“No, I like his friend.” Gemna confessed. “He agreed to help me out.”

“In what return?”

“Nothing, he said when he needs help, he’ll ask.” 

“Don’t believe him.” Jaejoong said. “Just don’t.” his sister was more confused.

--

“Hey,” Yunho pulled Jaejoong into the alley.

“What?” Jaejoong jerked his hand free.

“I just wanted to talk to you.”

“About what?” Jaejoong hugged his bag. “We don’t have anything to talk about.”

“Don’t give me attitude.” Yunho warned.

“Then what should I give you? Kindness?” Jaejoong snorted sarcastically.

“I told you, next, no more warning.” Yunho warned another time.

“I thought you said we’d never met again.”

“Just for that, I won’t go yet.” Yunho crossed his arm and stood there to annoy Jaejoong. Jaejoong sighed and walked away—which Yunho pulled his arm.

“Yah--”

“You listen to me,” Yunho said pulling Jaejoong until Jaejoong stopped in front of him.

“I don’t get why you keep on harassing me,” Jaejoong said. “There’s nothing more if I didn’t get you in trouble, be thankful and leave me alone.”

“You talk too much.” Yunho said.

“I’m going,” Jaejoong struggle his arm from Yunho’s grip. “Stop, you’re hurting me.” Jaejoong held on the hand that Yunho used to grasp his arm.

“I’m going to crush it if you keep on moving.”

“Owh, stop!” Jaejoong was on the whimper. “You’re hurting me!”

“I’ll impair your arm if you don’t stop screaming.” Yunho said.

“Let go!!” Jaejoong screamed louder. His phone started ringing. The both of them stopped and Jaejoong fished out his phone and answered, Yunho was still holding his arm. “Hello?”

/Jaejoong, where are you? Everyone’s waiting. /

“Jonghye? I’m sorry, I’ll be right there in a bit, --” Yunho grabbed the phone from him.

“Sorry but Jaejoong won’t be coming.” Yunho hung up immediately and dragged Jaejoong into his car.

“Yah!” Jaejoong tried to kick the door open.

“Moon bin wants to see you.” Yunho said quietly. “I don’t know what you did to him but he sure likes you.”

“I didn’t do anything.”

“Uh-hm,”

“Then what did you do to Gemna, she sure does like you!”

“Nothing much,”

“What’s that suppose to mean?!”

--

“Jaejoong-hyung, are you still mad at Yunho-hyung?” Jaejoong and Moon Bin were sitting on a bench while Yunho went to get some ice cream.

“A-ah…..” Jaejoong wondered—why do kids ask so many questions that are too critical?

“I’ll tell him to make you happy; he’s a really nice person.” Moon Bin smiled. “Okay?”

“U-um….” No he is not nice.

“Okay? Okay?”

“Okay.” Jaejoong shrugged his shoulder.

“Here,” Yunho handed Moon Bin chocolate ice cream. “Vanilla?” Yunho turned to Jaejoong. Jaejoong looked at Yunho and then at Moon Bin.

“Okay,” He took it and slowly licks it. The three of them sat there quietly. Moon bin suddenly stood up and sat on the other side of Yunho and asked him to scoot closer to Jaejoong. Yunho did as he was told as he was hesitating. Jaejoong scooted a little over farther away. Jaejoong turned away to look at the other side as he couldn’t move any farther.

“Pss, kiss him,” Moon Bin whispered to his brother. Yunho looked at his little brother and widen his eyes. Moon Bin laughed silently and covered his mouth. He nodded his head. Yunho shook his head. Moon Bin pouted and put his hands on his waist in fist.

“No.” Yunho mouthed. He fingered Moon Bin’s forehead twice. Moon Bin threw a fit and sat there quietly. Oh Yunho knows this little boy isn’t going to talk to him for three days. Yunho sighed, and tapped Moon Bin’s shoulder. Moon Bin shrugged him off.

“Okay,” Yunho said, Moon Bin’s head shot up with a smile. “If I get a slap, then you’re not going to see my face for three days!” Yunho whispered back to his brother. This was so inaudible that Moon Bin just smiled and stared back blankly at what his brother said that he didn’t care.

Yunho slowly leaned towards the not-paying-attention Jaejoong. “Jaejoong-hyung,” Moon Bin squeaked cutely. Jaejoong turn suddenly and almost bump his lips on Yunho’s upper lip. Jaejoong gasped as he saw Yunho’s lips puckering.

“Muah~” Yunho make a sound, though he didn’t kiss Jaejoong, Jaejoong blushed. Yunho turned back to little brother. “There, all done and he’s not mad anymore.” Moon Bin was giggling crazily.

“I’m going to go play,” Moon Bin said running away with blushing cheeks. Jaejoong shifted uncomfortably.

“He—asked for it.” Yunho said. Jaejoong turned redder and looked to the other side.

“Hm,”

“But if you want, I can kiss you for real.” Yunho offered with a smirk. Jaejoong stared at him in disbelieve and blushed. “Are you blushing?”

“No!”

“To which part of the question?” Yunho smirked and leaned closer in. Jaejoong froze in his spot. “The blushing one right?”

“No—to both.” Jaejoong stuttered as he tried to push Yunho off him. Yunho has practically leaned forward too much that Jaejoong’s back is almost laying down.

“Really?” Yunho’s lips almost touched Jaejoong’s except he placed a finger of his lip and kissed it, then place it on Jaejoong’s lip. “Indirect kiss.” He smirked and leaned back from Jaejoong.

“PDA!” Yoochun shouted—which was kind of late. Jaejoong stared in embarrassment. Sometimes he wonders why Yunho was never blushing at something stupid he does.

“Late call, I saw you there a minute ago.”

“Aw, I just wanted to see what you were about to do first then call.” Yoochun pouted.

“I’m going to see Moon Bin.” Jaejoong excused himself and ran off.

“You seriously need to just ask him out.” Yoochun said. Yunho smiled and shook his head.

“Nah,” Yunho turned to Yoochun. “I want a good girlfriend that will love Moon Bin.”

“That?” Yoochun pointed to Jaejoong and Moon Bin playing tag.

“I’m not going to see him anymore after tomorrow.” Yunho confessed. “I’m sinned. A man may think God could not see when he’s asleep. But God knows it all.”

--

               

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 
Paradise- Dong Bang Shin Ki [Is that even a feeling? O.O]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? 
Mirotic- Dong Bang Shin Ki [Is that even a word?!—and no, I am not feeling steamin’ sexy]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? 
Track 012 [IF THAT EVEN WORKS]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? 
Doushite Kimi wa suki Nattae….- Dong Bang Shin Ki [Ah, no comment.]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Fantasy -  Alice Nine [I guess I need to get into reality]

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
You’re so Yesterday- Hilary Duff

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Crank that- Souja Boy [This song came in wrong timing!!!]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Give my Love – Edward Chun

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Viva La Vida- Cold Play [Ha? Is something wrong with my player?]

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Toxic – Britney Spears [It’s right on BINGO! Math is dangerous.]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Complicated- Avril Lavigne [Oh she’s surely gonna kill me….]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Aurora- Angela Zhang

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Are you Good Girl - Tohoshinki [Right,]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
No Promises- Shayne Ward

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Utakata – Kagrra

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Summer Dream – Dong Bang Shin ki [Ha, very funny. Is everyone partying on my death day?]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Thunder – FT Island [If that’s a hobby…]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR??
Glamorous Sky – Mika Nakashima [Oh I must be a boring person to fear that.]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis [Sounds like aficionado crisis]

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Yes- Cold Play [Doesn’t really answer the question…]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Hey! (Don't Bring me Down) - Tohoshinki

I Tag..... ^^ jakiwumi / miss_sanzo / shimchangminnie / brokenaznange1 / moon1084 / dorkii_simba / lilxinyue / kismetz

Integrity’s Shadow

Dumpy sequence [R] YAOI YUNJAE

MASTERJAEUKNOW

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Jaejoong appeared at the teen clubbing night with his sister. Oh how all her friends tell him that they looked so much alike and that if they are twins? No, they are not even close to twins—those 3 years apart is the boundary. Jung Yunho was a no show. I wonder why, he lied that he was going to be there just to bother Kim Jaejoong. But why would Jaejoong show up? He wasn’t going to have to see Jung Yunho anymore if he doesn’t want to.

“Yunho’s not coming?” One of the guys asked.

“No, unfortunately he said he wasn’t planning to come.”

Jaejoong’s ears twitched. That liar.

“He said Yoochun and he had plans.”

“Gemna, come home at 9.” Jaejoong instructed and walked out of the club. “Stupid liar, I could’ve gone to the movies with Junsu and them.” Jaejoong took out his phone. “Junsu? Are you guys going yet? What? Okay, well, I’ll see you guys there. No, Gemna and her friends are weird. Okay, see you guys in a bit, bye.”  

“Moon Bin, he’s not going to come anymore.” Eventually, Yunho had told Moon Bin that Jaejoong agreed to come to see him. But it was all lies. This is the integrity’s shadow. One true thing leads a lie and a lie leads another truth and a lie. “He probably was really mad at me.” Yunho want to make Moon Bin forget Jaejoong.

“Hyung, can we call him?” Moon Bin pulled Yunho’s phone out of his pocket.

“Binnie!” Yunho snatched his phone back. “He might be very busy at the time.”

“Then he’s late.” Moon Bin said. “Let’s wait a little longer.” Moon Bin suddenly stood up and ran.

“Moon Bin!”

“Jaejoong-hyung! Jaejoong-hyung!” Moon Bin called for Jaejoong. Jaejoong gasped when he felt the grab on his leg.

“Omfg,” Yunho swears under his breath. “What are you doing here?”

“To look out for you,” Jaejoong replied sarcastically. “You’re a liar.”

“Jaejoong-hyung, are you still mad at Yunho-hyung?”

“A-ah--” Jaejoong stared at Moon Bin and then at Yunho. “Yes--”

“Yunho said you were really mad that you didn’t want to come see us. But he was begging so you said yes.”

“I wasn’t begging, I just told him about it.” Yunho said. Jaejoong looked at Yunho, he did lied didn’t he?

“You are late, you said 6:30. Now is 7.” Moon Bin showed him his pooh bear watch.

“I didn’t--”

“You’re so late that Moon Bin doesn’t like you that much anymore.” Yunho said quickly. “Well, let’s go and get some cookies.”

“Moon Bin, you were waiting?” Jaejoong bend down and kissed his forehead. Yunho must’ve lied to you that I was coming. Well, I guess that guy’s got good karma.

“Yeah, and Yunho’s here to say sorry.” Moon Bin smiled and took Jaejoong’s hand. “He’ll let you kiss him.”

“A-ahh…. ” Jaejoong’s train of thoughts was stuck. WTH!? “No, its fine, I don’t need to kiss him.”

“Yunho, you’re forgiven!” Moon Bin smiled to his brother.

Not quite.

--

“Well, Yoochun told him that part.” Yunho explained to Jaejoong. “I have no intentions.”

“I don’t know,” Jaejoong shrugged his shoulder. “You’re a freak—you do weird things.”

“Seriously, I didn’t tell Moon Bin that—I was as clueless as you when I first know it.”

“I like Moon Bin,” Jaejoong changed the subject. “He’s adorable.”

“Must’ve been ‘cause he looks like me.” Yunho jokingly said. Jaejoong almost laughed.

“Whatever,” Jaejoong walked the opposite way.

“Want a lift?”

“Hell no,” Jaejoong turn around to look at him. “I’d rather die than letting you know where I locate.”

“Good idea,” Yunho smirked before driving away pass Jaejoong.

--

“I hate that guy,” Heechul said looking at Siwon and his ex-trash. “He’s nastier than me.”

“His friend’s nothing better.” Jaejoong said as he cuddles his legs together.

“Why does he keep on harassing you?”

“I don’t know,” Jaejoong shrugged. “I met his little brother and he met Gemna.”

“Does Gemna know that it’s him?”

“No,” Jaejoong sighed. “I hope she never finds out it was him. And I hope they never had any more connections and relation more than this.”

“Are they dating?”

“I don’t know that myself.”

“I’ll talk to his friend about it.”

“Thanks.” Jaejoong frowned. “But he already apologized and said we shouldn’t meet again.”

--

“Hello Siwon,” Yoochun welcome him in. “Yo, Siwon’s here.” Yunho came out from the bedroom door.

“Was sup?” Yunho smiled. Siwon laid back and relax. “I heard you got beat up.”

“It’s not beat up, it was beat-in.” Siwon smirked. “You’re one cruel mother fucker.” Yunho only smiled and sat beside him. “Why are you AKA harassing the poor angel?”

“I’m just keeping him quiet. Why? Did he beat you in too?” Yunho sarcastically said in the ending touch.

“See here?” Siwon pointed to his left jaw, “That was made because of you.”

“Owh, he’s quite feisty.”

“It’s okay, I can handle more.”

“You crazier than when it first begin.”

“I like him,” Siwon said. “He’s really tempting.”

“I heard your girl is a used up piece of trash.” Yoochun said. Siwon shrugged his shoulder.

“She got a line up of 7 members of the AJ.” Yunho said.

“I’m dumping her anyways.” Siwon smirked. “New target, her ex-boyfriend.”

“He’s kind of cute,” Yoochun admitted. “I saw him and Yunho’s the other day, dang they are hott.”

“Come to it, if they were ugly, I wouldn’t have to fight to be with his bitch.” Siwon said.

“Yunho, you should leave his sister out of this one.” Siwon warned. “I don’t think you should--”

“She’s not going to get a touch in this, I promise.” Yunho assured. “She’s not my type and I don’t feel like doing family members after another.”

“How long have you not had a girlfriend?”

“1 year.” Yunho answered.

“Get yourself a lover, you look sex deprive.”

“I don’t feel like it.” Yunho said. “I did it 2 months ago.” Yunho smirked. “Wasn’t all that sex deprive. Well, Ima bounce. Got to go to work.” Yunho got his shoes on and walked out.

“How much does he have now?” Siwon asked Yoochun in curiosity.

“About 5 thousand.” Yoochun said. “I bet half of that is your father’s money, you always get him into things by money.”

“Well, it’s a great help, he can get Moon Bin when he’s 18 and they can live life without you.”

“That’s when he pays off all that rent he let me do.” Yoochun laughed. “Or he should let me live with him.”

--

“Hello Yunho,” the man greeted, “Boy you’re running early today.”

“Cause I got my car running.” Yunho said as he put on his gloves. “What do we got here today?”

“Same old boxes and containers.” The man said, “And some wrapping to do after the dumping.”

“That’s boring,” Yunho grunted. “Why can’t we do some of those smashing instead?”

“Ahaha, boy, you’re too young to understand business.”

“Money’s all that we need to understand.”

“HAHAHA, humorous as ever.” The man laughed. “How’s Moon Bin?”

“He’s good, just 10 more months, and then he’s going with me.”

--

“Over there boy,” the man direct Jaejoong. “Get your boxes over there.”

“There?” Jaejoong pointed across the junk looking yard.

“Yep,”

Jaejoong bowed before hopping away. So much for free boxes for projects. “Excuse me, can I have 2 size A boxes?”

“Size A? okay,”

“Thanks,” Jaejoong smiled and waited. But the man’s back was still facing Jaejoong only. He turns and handed the boxes to Jaejoong. “Yah, Jung Yunho--”

“Oh, hello.” Yunho said. “You seemed to plague my world or something, see you everywhere.”  Yunho sarcastically said.

“What are you doing here?” Jaejoong asked in curiosity.

“I work here for the last 2 years.” Yunho said.

“I didn’t see you that long,” Jaejoong said, quite amused.

“Stop wasting my time, I’m on the shift at the moment, if you want to talk, I’m off to break in 20 minutes.”

“I don’t--” Jaejoong was about to say but Yunho just walked off. “Better wait—or he’ll kill me afterward.”

20 minutes….

“What do you want?” Yunho asked taking his gloves off.

“Nothing,” Jaejoong said as he put his boxes down. “You weren’t going to listen so I just waited.”

“Hey,” Yunho said before Jaejoong left. Jaejoong turned back around. “Would you mind if Gemna--”

“NO.” Jaejoong answered immediately.

“I’m not finish asking.” Yunho said.

“No,” Jaejoong answered again. “No way.”

“I’m not going to date her.”

“You’re going to play her.” Jaejoong scoffed. “I just know you’re never a good person despite the love you have for Moon Bin.” Jaejoong left. He always does.

Yunho felt the hate. The shame….

--

“What the heck? You’re still here?” Yunho stared at Siwon in surprise.

“*Yawns* Yoochun and I fell asleep while watching a boring comedy.” Siwon popped his neck.

“How can a comedy be boring?” Yunho gave Siwon and Yoochun a weird look.

“Hey, just now I had a dream,” Siwon said. Yunho and Yoochun had their ears open. Siwon always have interesting dreams, who knows if he made them up or did he really dreamed it. “I dreamed that the police were investigating the junk place you and I were two months ago…… and they found us—with them.”

“Siwon, that’s not a dream, it’s a nightmare.” Yunho said—his breath was uneven. Siwon and Yoochun laughed their ass off. But Yunho didn’t, he walked to his room in the apartment and put his things away.

A shower’s what I need, he told himself. Yunho turned on the water—it was cold, he shivered. He forgot to twist the hot water on. He’s done many things in his life. He’s beat the crap out of someone or a couple of people before. He has jumped in front of the road in front of a truck for dares before. He has slept with a girl and dumps them right after that before. He’s done too many things that he couldn’t even remember. To tell the truth, Yunho thought inside his mind, his heart…. I’m more paranoid than he is.

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“Okay Bin, let’s go!” Yoochun held on Moon Bin’s hand.

“Chun-hyung, where’s Yunho?”

“He’s at his business with his pretty boy.” Yoochun said.

“Jaejoong-hyung?”

“Yeah, that one,”

“Yoochun-hyung, why doesn’t Jaejoong-hyung like Yunho?” Moon Bin asked. “Yunho-hyung is really nice to everyone.”

“Because….” Yoochun thought for a second, “Jaejoong-hyung wants a kiss and Yunho-hyung didn’t want one.”

“Oh, then why don’t Jaejoong just steal a kiss?”

“Binnie, stealing is bad.” Yoochun lift Moon Bin up and place him a playground. “Play for a while and Yunho will come here. I’ll be sitting right here and watching.”

While Moon Bin was at it, Yoochun dialed up Junsu’s number.

“Helloooo,” Yoochun held his nose. “This is Kim Junsu?”

/Yes, who’s this?/

“Hi, I’m Kenji,”

/Oh, hi Kenji, how have you been?/

“Good, Kim Junsu, do you miss me?”

/I missed talking to you,/

Yoochun couldn’t hold it in and started laughing his ass off.

/Kenji-yah? What happened?/

“Erm, nothing, I was just rolling on the grass—I mean—I fell down.”

“Yoochun-hyung!” Moon Bin came running to him.

/Yoochun?!/

“Ah, no! It’s not!” Yoochun stopped holding his nose. “I mean--” Yoochun held his nose again. “Junsu! I am not Park Yoochun!”

/You know what, I hate you and I’m never going to like you! Stop calling!/ Junsu hang up.

“Yoochun-hyung! I said let’s go!”

“Binnie, you just did a very bad thing.”

--

“Yunho hyung,” Moon Bin held on both their hands. “Why did you make Jaejoong-hyung mad at you?”

“He just doesn’t like me Bin.”

“Because you didn’t want to kiss him?”

“What?—where did you get that from?” Yunho looked at Yoochun in disbelieve.

“Yeah Yunho, kiss him and he’ll never hate you ever again.” Yoochun said sarcastically/

“Then I can see Jaejoong-hyung again?” Moon Bin asked. “I want to buy cookies with him.”

“No, Jaejoong doesn’t want to see my face again.”

“Blindfold him.” Yoochun suggested.

“Shut up Yoochun.”

“Yunho-hyung, I want to see Jaejoong-hyung.” Moon bin quietly requested. “Next week when you come back to see me.”

“I’ll try asking him if he wants to see my face again.” Yunho faked a pout.

“Yesterday, I saw him.” Moon Bin said licking his lollipop. “I called his name a lot but he didn’t hear me. So, I ran to him and he held another boy’s hand and started running away.”

“Oh, he must be deaf.” Yoochun joked.

“And the boy hugged him when they were across the street. I hope they didn’t kiss already because he might not like you anymore.”

“Moon Bin, people don’t kiss and like each other.” Yunho laughed at his brother.

“Eva says that kissing people are boyfriends and girlfriends.”

“Jaejoong’s not my girlfriend.”

“I hope not, because he sounds like a boy. He’s your boyfriend.”

“Moon Bin, you talk too much today, let’s buy you something to put in your mouth.”

--

“Jaejoong, I think we’d be really good--”

“I’m sorry but I don’t like you.” Jaejoong explained. “I don’t have a thing for guys…. That much.”

“You held--”

“We needed to run.” Jaejoong explained. “Like now too.” Jaejoong grasp the other’s hand when he saw Yunho getting out of his car. Jung Yunho wasn’t about to just run after them. He stood their quietly watching them run away.

“Jaejoong, we can still be friends right?”

“Yes,” Jaejoong smiled. “Of course.”  Jaejoong waved, “Bye Jonghye, I got to go now.”

“Okay, bye.” He smiled and turned the other way.

“Guys confessing to me… this is too much—go and ask my sister out or something.” Jaejoong mumbles as he walked down the alley.

“Nice, tall, and handsome, your type huh?” Yunho’s voice sent electricity shocks down Jaejoong’s spine. “You run quite fast for a shrimp.”

“Yep, that’s my type. You got a problem?”

“Did you see Moon Bin yesterday?”

“No I did not.” Jaejoong lied. He remembered the little boy calling after him and following him.

“Well, he wants to buy cookies with you.” Yunho said, almost sounding so dull.

“You’re lying.” Jaejoong stepped backward until his butt touched the head of Yunho’s Integra. Then Jaejoong slowly shift to the side with Yunho trialing before him.

“Did you kiss your boyfriend yet?”

“Jonghye?”

“I don’t know his name, must’ve been your man.” Yunho said. “Don’t see him again.”

“And who are you to tell me this?” Jaejoong thought it was really ridiculous. “I don’t think he’d bother you anyhow.”

“You probably will tell him anything.”

“I won’t.”

“How do I know, you’re on the hedge of telling your sister.” Yunho put his hand on the wall to prevent Jaejoong from going farther. He’s now trap between the wall, the car and Yunho.

“I won’t, on less you told her.” Jaejoong said. “I need to go home.”

“Just so you know, tonight, Gemna and her friends are going out.” Yunho smirked. “And I’m part of the friends too.”

“I’ll make sure nothing happens.” Jaejoong said confidently, replying with a smirk.

“Lock her up?”

“Anything is possible.” Jaejoong pushed Yunho aside. “Right?” Just then Yunho hugged him. “W-what are you doing?!”

“Your boyfriend is coming this way,” Yunho rocked them side to side. “I’m going to make him break up with you.”

“That’s not my boyfriend,” Jaejoong pushed out of Yunho’s embrace. “To say for me to date any man, they have to beat my feelings.” Jaejoong walked away.

“I think I’m crushing all the feelings you ever had.”

“Not like I like you. You’re no exception in my category.” Jaejoong scoff.

“Hey,” Yunho begin with his serious voice. “I’m sorry.”

“Apologizing for what?”

“Everything,” Yunho answered in a monotone. “I’m sorry for everything. Let’s just not see each other again.”

“O-oh--” that was the only thing that came out from Jaejoong’s mouth.

“You met Moon Bin, I met Gemna, and nothing can stop what happened.” Yunho breathed—his breath seemed uneven to Jaejoong. “And that has already happened.”

“Why are you apologizing now?”

“Because it’s too late.” Yunho reply. “I know, it’s not forgivable. But I just want you to know, I’m sorry. You weren’t picked on, it was random.”

--

Happy Valentines Day. YunJae must be together....*cries*
 

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“I think you should just relax.” Junsu told Jaejoong. “I mean, why would you follow him into his house?”

“I don’t know, I just did--” Jaejoong shook his head in frustration. “That was stupid of me!”

“Maybe he likes you.”

“Far from that—the jerk even told me to stay away from his little brother. Pst, he should stay away from my sister.”

“Gemna?” Junsu questioned. “What about her?”

“I need to talk to her.” Jaejoong said. “Bye, she’s home.”

“Hello Jaejoong,” Gemna smiled at her brother.

“Do you know anyone name Jung Yunho?” Jaejoong asked.

“Oh, why?”

“Curious, you know…” Jaejoong faked a smile.

“Yeah, he’s my friend’s ex-boyfriend.”

“Oh, do you like him?”

“No,” Gemna “I don’t like my friends ex’s.”

“Well, don’t.” Jaejoong said hurriedly. “Don’t like him.”

“What’s wrong?”

“He… he doesn’t like me. So don’t like him.” Jaejoong made up the first lie on top of his head.

“O…kay.” Gemna said.

“And don’t talk to him!” Jaejoong yelled before Gemna shut the door of her bedroom.

--

“Good morning,” Gemna, the good little sister she is didn’t listen very well to instructions.

“Good morning.” Yunho smiled.

“Do you know my brother?” Gemna asked looking curious. “He knows you.”

“Oh, what did he say?”

“Nothing much, he just asked me who you were…. And that you didn’t like him very much.” She chuckled. “My brother is kind of slow sometimes. He doesn’t take jokes that much, don’t mind him. I don’t think you meant to make him think you hate him.”

“I’d like to be friends with your brother.” Yunho smiled, inwardly there was a smirk.

“That’s nice to know!” Gemna smiled. “He even tells me to stay away from you, now that you two are going to be friends, then its good!”

--

Jaejoong usually looks both ways before crossing the street. Reason 1, are there any cars? Reason 2, that Jung Yunho might be on either end of the street—

Safe, left lane goes home faster. Jaejoong started walking pass some other students. Around the corner, someone pulled him, “Ah--” Jaejoong landed on someone’s chest—Jung Yunho—He gasped.

“Haven’t seen you for a few days.” Yunho let go of the resistant Jaejoong.

“Why do you keep on following me?” Jaejoong finally snapped and gave Yunho attitude.

“Gemna said,” Yunho purposely said with a pause.

“I told you to stop drooling over her! I’ve never permit you to date my sister!” Jaejoong had an outburst. He started speed walking away.

“She said you told her to stay away from me.” Yunho said catching up to Jaejoong and pulling Jaejoong to twist around.

“That’s right, I’ll stay away from you, Moon Bin and your friends, if you stay away from her.” Jaejoong said as he struggle his wrist on Yunho’s grip.

“You’d do that, but she won’t.”

“She doesn’t like you.” Jaejoong retorted.

“I don’t like her one bit.” Yunho assured. “But she’s easy.” Yunho didn’t mean it that way, he meant to say that she’s an easy to be friends with person.

Jaejoong slapped Yunho across the face in the public. People stopped and stared. Yunho’s remorseless eyes never left Jaejoong’s. “Hmph,” Jaejoong turned around and made his way. Yunho grabbed his arm and forced him to face him. Yunho grabbed Jaejoong’s face with both his hands. Jaejoong stared back terrified.

“Don’t test me,” Yunho said as he was squeezing Jaejoong’s face with his hands. “I won’t stop once I’m at it.” Yunho let go and walked the opposite direction.  He has thought about coming to apologize and everything—let everything go. But Jaejoong has pissed him off, maybe next time, he thought.

Jaejoong huffed and huffed until he’s couldn’t stand his tears anymore. He wiped his tears away.

--

“Kim Heechul!” The teacher blew his whistle. Heechul has jumped on Choi Siwon again. “You! Time out!”

“Faggot.” Heechul mug at Siwon before standing out in the sun. Siwon only smirked and licked his lips.

“Bitch,” Siwon called out before Heechul pass him by.

“Rapist.”

“Slut.”

“That’s it,” Heechul was about to jump Siwon again but the whistle was blow again.

“Choi Siwon, to the other side of the pool!”

“Bye hoe.” Siwon blow a kiss towards Heechul. Heechul made a sour face before walking to his side of the pool.

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* There’s always a nightmare between night and day. Yunho had thought he’d never come across this person ever again in his life. But just tomorrow, the person appeared right in front of his face.

WARNING: Take note that there’s rape in the beginning.

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“I told you already,” Heechul said bandaging his lip. “I hate her, and I don’t give a fuck about her.”

“She’s mines.” Siwon said, ever so relaxing and feeling his bruised forehead. Out of anywhere he had to hit there—

“Fuck her! And you too!” Heechul burst and threw himself on the seat.

“You’re weird.”

“You’re weirder,” Heechul snort. “I don’t see how you can like a bitch.”

“You hate her,”

“And you, now.” Heechul hissed. “Look, this talk won’t go anywhere at all.” Heechul stood up banging on the locked door. “Junsu! I’ll kill you if you don’t open!”

“I like you.” Siwon said out the blue.

“Excuse me? Gay dust is blowing.” Heechul rejected the small affection Siwon gave off. Siwon only smirked.

“I like that.”

“You like all dogs.”

--

It’s a nightmare—I saw him again. Jaejoong thought to himself—should I report him? Or—what? Run away the rest of my life? I don’t know. Jaejoong thought to himself again while walking down the street. His trail stopped—

“Hey,” Yunho was leaning against the brick wall with his arms folded. Jaejoong was petrified and didn’t know what to do. “Have a minute?”

“N-no--” Jaejoong attempted running back but Yunho has grab hold of him arm. “Let go!”

“Just a minute.” Yunho answered. “Go with me,”

“N-no. NO!” Jaejoong swing his bag at Yunho’s face. It hit him alright. Jaejoong started hitting Yunho with his bag.

“Stop that now,” Yunho said grabbing both his hands.

“I’m not going anywhere with you!” Jaejoong socked Yunho across the face purposely-accidentally.

“Hit me again,” Yunho threatened. Jaejoong shook with fear and pushed Yunho away from him. “Hit me.”

“No!” Jaejoong was confused. Yunho stared into his eyes. He never saw this man this close before. “I’ll go with… you--” Jaejoong said as he was trying to calm down. As Yunho let go of him, he attempt running again.

“I’ll talk to Gemna then.” Yunho smirked. Jaejoong froze in spot. “See you,”

“No wait—I have a minute.”

It’s a mystery how Yunho knew Jaejoong’s sister. They looked almost identical. When Yunho went to school, he met this first year chick. She said she was ‘Gemna Kim’. She looked like her brother she said—

“If you tell anyone about what we did, I’m not forgiving you.” Yunho said as he sat down on his bed.

“What we did?” Jaejoong snorted. “What you did!” Jaejoong was having an outburst. This guy across him is just sitting calmly and not having a wrath at all. “You know what, I’ll just go and report you.” Jaejoong stood up from his seat.

“I’m talking with your sister.” Yunho smirked. Jaejoong always stops his track when it comes to his sister. “She’s a little naïve.”

“Y-you keep your hands away from her!” Jaejoong sat back down.

“I don’t know, see what happens.” Yunho shrugged. ‘Act cool, don’t show him any fear at all. I heard he’s really caring and careless -Yoochun-’ 

“Jung Yunho!” Jaejoong stood up again. “I don’t have anymore time, if you do anything to Gemna, I’m not forgiving you.” Jaejoong headed for the door.

“I don’t need to be forgiven from you.”

“You’re one arrogant bully.” Jaejoong glared at Yunho before twisting the door knob. Yunho walked towards him with the smirk still on his face. Jaejoong begin to panic and started twisting the locked doorknob like k.raz.y. “Stay away--” Jaejoong was on the merge of crying when he felt his hands slip away from the doorknob just as he unlocked it.

“What did you say about me?” Yunho pressed his body against Jaejoong’s to the door. “Tell me again.”

“You bastard!” Jaejoong said. Yunho laughed—this runt has guts, he thought to himself. Yunho brought his hand to feel Jaejoong’s face. “You better stop now, I’ll scream!”

“You been screaming longer than 30 minutes in our talk, I don’t think anyone’s coming to your rescue.”

“Stop doing this to me, I don’t even have anything to do with you!” Jaejoong cried out as he used his weak shaky hands to push Yunho’s chest as Yunho take in Jaejoong’s scent and pressing his lips on Jaejoong’s nape.

“I didn’t tease you the other night did I?” Yunho picked Jaejoong up in one nanosecond. Jaejoong screamed in surprise. ‘Just threaten him somehow, he’d agree to anything. -Yoochun-’ Jaejoong was thrown on the bed.

“Please… stop!” Jaejoong crawled back as Yunho came on to him. Yunho pushed him to fall on the bed fully and nuzzle Jaejoong’s neckline. Jaejoong shivered and pushed Yunho away. The door suddenly flew open.

“What in the heck of world--” Yoochun said looking at them. Yunho and Jaejoong both froze. Jaejoong’s legs were open wide with Yunho in between and hands on Jaejoong. Jaejoong’s hands on Yunho’s chest—“Nice position.”

“You’re back early,” Yunho commented and stood up from Jaejoong.

“Yeah, I lied that I had a headache.” Yoochun said throwing his backpack on the ground. Jaejoong quickly stood up and grabbed his bag. He quickly ran to the bathroom.

“Hey, that’s the bathroom,” Yunho said and Jaejoong ran back out and out the room.

“Him?”

“Yeah,” Yunho reply and ran out after Jaejoong. He grabbed Jaejoong’s arm before he got his shoes on. “Hey, if you don’t do what I say, then I’m going to record next time and show it to all your classmates.” Jaejoong just nodded his head and rush tying his shoelace. Before he ran out, Jaejoong turned back.

“Don’t do anything to Gemna.” Jaejoong slam the apartment door shut and ran out. For some reasons, that left a smile lingering on Yunho’s face.

“That’s him,” Yoochun chuckled. “Clumsy and cute. VERY CUTE.”

“He’s a paranoid person.” Yunho smirked. “How you get all the info about him?”

“Kim Junsu,” Park Yoochun shrugged his shoulder. “He doesn’t like me. But Gemna said it was her cousin, so I fake an id and lied to her that I have a major crush on Kim Jaejoong. Things went so well, he gave me all kinds of info.”

“Not bad, it’s all true, I tried them all.”

“Oh, you about to hump him on the bed weren’t negotiation?” With that, Yoochun earned a good smack on the head by Yunho.

“Thanks but he’s not that easy.” Yunho had to admit. “That’s one bitch he is.”

“You like him.”

“His guts.” Yunho smiled. “Hey, who’s name you put as your faker? Ken? Kenji?”

“Jung Yunho.” Park Yoochun answered. “From Southeast High school.”

--

Integrity’s Shadow

Dumpy sequence [R] YAOI YUNJAE

MASTERJAEUKNOW

* There’s always a nightmare between night and day. Yunho had thought he’d never come across this person ever again in his life. But just tomorrow, the person appeared right in front of his face.

WARNING: Take note that there’s rape in the beginning.

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“MoonBin, where are you going?”

“Waiting--” MoonBin smile. “Hyung, a friend tells me he’d buy me cookies.”

“Friend? From school? Where’s he?”

“He’s a big boy like you.” MoonBin smiled and took out the phone number. “Can I see your phone?”

“Bin, you’re 8 years old—that guy is 17—he’s a molester.”

“What’s that?” MoonBin said grabbing his brother’s phone.

“I-it means—um, he takes boys away.”

“Really?” MoonBin got scared as the tone on the phone keep ringing.

/Hello? /

“Jaejoong-hyung?” MoonBin answered.

/Oh hi MoonBin, /

“Where are you?”

/I’m right here, / Jaejoong said walking towards the boy.

“See Yunho-hyung, that’s him!”

“I better go with you; he might kidnap you and do worst…” Yunho followed behind.

“Hi MoonBin, sorry for taking so long.” Jaejoong bend down to him and smile. “Are you ready to go?”

“Yes,” MoonBin smiled. “Oh, this is my hyung.” MoonBin pulled Yunho’s hand to Jaejoong.

“Hi,” Jaejoong smiled to the man across him. Jaejoong froze—staring still at the man. He looks familiar.

“Hm,” Yunho nodded giving the other attitude. “Where were you taking my brother?”

“A-across the street--” Jaejoong answered with his voice shaking.

“He’s just 8, are you planning on doing anything bad?” Yunho asked directly. No person should be treated nicely if they didn’t ask permission from Yunho to do things.

“N-no--” Jaejoong stammered. This man—he’s—

“Well, let’s go then.” Yunho said. Jaejoong nodded and started walking. That’s him—there’s no doubt about it. It’s the man--

“Jaejoong hyung,” MoonBin said, distracting Jaejoong’s train of thoughts. “Are you a molester?”

“What? NO!” Jaejoong answered immediately.

“Hyung says you are.” MoonBin said. “He says you take away boys.”

“No I didn’t,” Yunho lied. “I said he MIGHT be.”

“U-um, which ones would you like?” Jaejoong asked. MoonBin pointed at the chocolate chips, m&ms and almond ones. After getting the cookies, Jaejoong planned to say he was going home and run away—that was the guy that did him. MoonBin has just gone to the bathroom. This is his time to escape. That was that guy Choi Siwon’s friend!

“Hey,” Yunho called before Jaejoong turned around. “Don’t ever see my brother again.” Yunho threw the phone number he gave to MoonBin back at his face. “Hear me?”

“Y-yes--” Jaejoong bowed thrice before opening the door to the shop.

“Jaejoong-hyung!” MoonBin called before Jaejoong opened the door.

“MoonBin, let him go home.” Yunho told his brother.

“Yes?” Jaejoong answered back.

“Walk with us, we’re going home too.” MoonBin said. “Yunho, if you don’t let him, a Molester might come and take him away—it’s night time!”

“He’s not that cute, no one wants to take him.”

“It’s fine—I’ll be leaving.” Jaejoong bowed. Just then Jaejoong’s phone rings—“Hello?”

[Yunho’s POV]

He fished out his phone. That red phone tag— Yunho’s eyes widen— I knew he looked familiar somehow. I knew his voice was familiar somehow. A month isn’t long to forget. That’s him.

[Flash back]

“I better not see this fuck’s face appear in front of my eyes for the rest of my life.” Yunho prayed loudly as he dragged another man out of the room to another junk yard room. Yunho put the body down.

“You need to get laid anyways virgin ass--” Yunho said sitting and looking for a while. Then he started unbuckling Jaejoong’s belt. And his phone ring. Yunho undone his own pant and sat himself down. The other boy’s phone didn’t stop ringing. He took out the phone by its red tag attached to the phone from the pocket of the boy who is lying down on the floor.

[End of FB]

The images of Jaejoong moaning in pain flashed back into his mind. The long glossy blacken hair—the pale skin and cherry lips. It’s not coincidence is it? Karma’s a bitch.

“MoonBin, let’s go.” Yunho grabbed his little brother’s hand and out of the shop. Jaejoong looked at them go and panicked.

“That’s him—that’s him.” Jaejoong keep on repeating to himself.  Jaejoong ran back home.

“Bin, don’t ever see him again.” Yunho told his brother as he took his brother back to the center. “I’ll pick you up again to go play tomorrow.”

“Yunho? Why?” MoonBin stood by the entrance.

“Jaejoong-sshi, doesn’t like me.” Yunho said. “He doesn’t like hyung, so you don’t go near him.”

“Hyung, when are you going to take me with you?” MoonBin asked. He asks this every time Yunho comes.

“Soon,” Yunho bend down to kiss his brother’s forehead. “When I can get a home, then we are going to be together forever.”

“Okay, bye Yunho, I’ll see you tomorrow.” MoonBin waved to Yunho and walked into the Shelter home.

Yunho got home and took his shoe off; there was a paper with gum on his shoe. “Gah, bad karma.” Yunho rip the paper from the gum and used a toothpick to pick out the gum. Then he opened the paper. It’s the same paper Yunho threw at his victim’s face.

--

“Yoochun,” Yunho sat beside his roommate. “Remember what I told you.”

“You told me a lot of things.” Yoochun laughed. Yunho didn’t seem to be affected by the joking atmosphere.

“The one how I got Siwon’s car.”

“And threaten him to get 2000.”

“That too--”

“What about it?”

“I met him today.” Yunho told his friend.

“Who?”

“The guy I did.”

“Him, what about hi—HOLY SHIT!” Yoochun jumped back on his word. “Yunho, quickly—hide!”

“No--! Stupid--” Yunho slap his friend’s arm. “I met him, I’m pretty sure he recognizes me.”

“How did you two meet? You told me he doesn’t go to your school.”

“He doesn’t,” Yunho sighed covering his face with his palm. “He met MoonBin.”

“Chill out, he won’t hurt Bin, Bin’s a baby.”

“I don’t know, I heard Siwon got beat up and all.”

“Didn’t you say that Siwon’s girl said that they wanted to get laid?” Yoochun said.

“Moon Bin will ask me.” Yunho prayed. “I hope I don’t have to tell the truth.”